Saturday, December 22, 2012
旅游手扎 一
跟家人旅行不懂是愉快的吗?我个人觉得跟有独自个性家人一起旅行是很不愉快的,恰恰我的家人就是如此。第一天的安排已经跟我颠覆得天地颠倒, 当所有安排被颠覆后,我无语,才来问我有什么安排? 我靠,我的安排你们都不喜欢了,我还有什么安排? 我很不想有下次了。一点一点发脾气,又喜欢自以为是,逞强!!
新加坡再游
这次的年度旅行,重回了新加坡,没有特别的意思,还记得我和她约好年度旅行,跟我的家人一起。现在重回旧地,同样的时期,大同小异的摆设,只是多了家人少了你。选择旅店,很巧合的选到了。同样的地区, 相隔几条街道,逛光的路线跟以前差不远, 第一夜在布级斯(bugis)度过。旧地重游真的让我又想起你,回忆就像影片播放, 但是是片段的播放,看着街道上一对一对的情侣,心就像触电般揪了一下下, 浓烈的空虚感允满了我的心情,我只能催眠自己,当走过我们的脚印时,我该尝试放下了你。希望今夜思恋的味道会淡了些。
Tuesday, November 27, 2012
Friday, November 9, 2012
Single
After three years and two month relationship, it had come to the end... I am tired d, when i was yours, you treat me like i am responsible to do this do that, every time you not happy, you can turn your mood bad, say wanna break up, then after that say that is want to gain my attention, and every time i just patient to response you, and you always say i am very childish, you more mature.
But i really tired d. When i was with you, you dont want to treasure, now only you want to have one last chance. "Last chance", this two word i hear from you a lot of time, but i never see any changes from you. You might say i got fault also, not every thing is your fault, but in my side i think like this too. I think it is better for us turn to be friends. You asked whether we will get back together, i really dont know how to answer you, but i just know right now i wanna do back myself, do back Raymond, i tired to be responsible for any one. You may say i irresponsible, but i am sorry, i am not born to serve any one in the world.
Just now you called me, say that you drunk three bottle of beer, this had make me recalled what i did last time toward S.H., i also drink few bottle beer and few liquor, i cried, i called, i beg. And when i hear you say miss me, my heart very very very pain, you ask whether i still love you not, i answer you now, three years relationship is not a joke, i am not a machine that have a stop button, where you press stop, then i will stop. I am normal human, i got feeling. How can i say dont love then dont love?
Why we had to walk until this step? Why? breaking up with you, you thought i am happy? i crack for my head, finding solution, thinking of possibility of being together in future. But it really did not work out, it is better for us to give each other space, maybe you will meet a guys which is more suit you?
But i really tired d. When i was with you, you dont want to treasure, now only you want to have one last chance. "Last chance", this two word i hear from you a lot of time, but i never see any changes from you. You might say i got fault also, not every thing is your fault, but in my side i think like this too. I think it is better for us turn to be friends. You asked whether we will get back together, i really dont know how to answer you, but i just know right now i wanna do back myself, do back Raymond, i tired to be responsible for any one. You may say i irresponsible, but i am sorry, i am not born to serve any one in the world.
Just now you called me, say that you drunk three bottle of beer, this had make me recalled what i did last time toward S.H., i also drink few bottle beer and few liquor, i cried, i called, i beg. And when i hear you say miss me, my heart very very very pain, you ask whether i still love you not, i answer you now, three years relationship is not a joke, i am not a machine that have a stop button, where you press stop, then i will stop. I am normal human, i got feeling. How can i say dont love then dont love?
Why we had to walk until this step? Why? breaking up with you, you thought i am happy? i crack for my head, finding solution, thinking of possibility of being together in future. But it really did not work out, it is better for us to give each other space, maybe you will meet a guys which is more suit you?
Sunday, September 4, 2011
Thursday, September 1, 2011
犯贱
我们的感情真的去到了无法挽留的地步吗？为什么你对我撒谎了后还能对我理直气壮？是不爱了？我放不下，我不想就这样断了，我犯贱把我改得不像我以前的我，一个星期了，我们好了又吵，吵了又好，不只你累了，我也累了，但是当你真的提起“分手”这两个词，我的心隐隐作痛，苦苦哀求不要，就说这是因为我付出得多过你的，才那么的能让你伤了我一次又一次，而我又一次又一次的拿来吵，结果你又提出分手，就这样一直的重复，我真的累了，我的心也伤痕累累，你又不想停下脚步，还是那么的爱玩，放你自由的玩，可是又怕你会玩出火来，你一次又一次的破坏我对你的信任，然后叫我相信你，过后又破坏。相信一个人不容易，好不容易建立起的信任，一旦破坏了，真的很需要时间再重建。。不要把我对你的好当成理所当然好不好？
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
Backstab
Recently too busy for psm, now got one must take subject, which is engineering ethic. For this subject the lecture is an Indian, he use to be UTeM student, every time during his class, he will keep ask question, but than people who answer him is very limited. LOLz. normally is our coursemate latifah, by the way,due to the change of syllabus, my junior also take this subject and class with us. It is quite stress when we hear that got junior take this subject with us, cause they are 4 flat student. so this assignment we divided to 10 group and i got "lucky" one junior join to my group and one of our class indian also same group with me. Talking about the indian, it is too shit, when we plan to discuss our assignment, he dint attend, than i send a message to him tell him his part and ask him send me his part by next day before 12 p.m. but i wait and wait, he still dint send me anything and neither the message too, so i send him a message during dinner that time, he reply me that he is on the way to melacca, than i wait and wait, but he still cannot manage send me any... than at night i send him another message again, he say he about to reach melacca, got emergency, than by 11.30p.m. he send me an email. The work he done can be said is totally shit, when read his work, i found it is familiar, and i check the part, he 95% copy it from a web site, what the hell, i am the one combine the assignment, he dint attend the discussion and give me a bunches of shit.....and he tell me copy from web is never mind, lecture wont scold or wont know it... i totally speechless, why got this kind of person in this world? last time he is like this, already a new sem, why cant he leave me a good memory???
Not only that, i get hear that junior complaining that senior never sound out anything during class questioning, only junior answer, senior cant use.. Please la, is it Latifah is junior? when did my junior sound any thing during ethic class??all i can see is few junior in-front chit chatting, is it consider as answer lecture question? Besides that, they also said that senior never do anything in assignment, everything is they do it, senior very lazy... Oh man, if you say specific person, i admit it lo, may some of my course-mate dint do anything, but the worst one is my group mate, he is the only junior in my group, he say "senior dint do anything, senior let him do all the presentation, let him shoot by lecturer" what the hack..... during whole ethic class, our group got only two presentation, one presentation is he do, than another is everyone had to do. Beside that, this assignment we separate the job equally, he get the part of combining whole assignment, but he tell me that he need to combine other assignment for other subject, he would like to change the part with mine, so i combine he do one part. Every one in the group is doing their own job, how come he will say like that? I never know he is this kind of person... if he really think we give him too much load, can him come to see me? why he want to say people bad word behind? and i am the leader of this group, so if he say like this, mean that i give him do everything ?? since he say like this, next time if got any assignment, i wont involve him already.. and the lesson that i learn is, Don't ever judge a book by it's cover.. junior.. hmph it is never too late to get know you all face.. dont ever expect get something from me... especially those smile in-front but back-stab behind.....
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
annoyed...
I hate people nagging beside my ear, i more hate people don't know how to stop nagging while i was showing all my objection on my face... Recently got some one keep nag, no matter i like or not.
During the exam week, my housemate Ah Ren birthday, we go celebrate with him, i had spent around RM 20 for the celebration (steam bot), and after that a cheese nan... than the second day eat the Hakka Restaurant near Taman Merdeka, cost around RM 20 also.... than he say wanna go for pizza, wahhhh i am not as rich as him lo...but he keep nagging there, keep say pizza pizza pizza.... like a kid, and finally we force to eat pizza after that, beside that i remember got once, keong gf birthday, we bought a cake from secret recipe, cost about RM 80, than when the time we take the cake from secret recipe, he say wanna buy ice cream for later, he say wanna eat ice cream while eat cake, we say dont want, cause too expensive, he quiet for a while but later he go in jusco say wanna buy ice cream.... luckily at last cant buy the cake. Than at home, he keep say the cake not nice to eat la, too geli la, bla bla, some more ah keong come d, he and his gf drink some beer before come. than that particular person forcw them to eat super big slice cake, how can they finish it? than they just eat a bite, ah keong say keep the cake, but after that the person act very geng, throw away that two slice cake to rubbish bin, he say not nice to eat. but the next day morning he eat cake as breakfast..... i cant tahan his attitude that always like to act as leader but he dint have the ability. sigh some time i was thinking that is it i dislike a person, every thing that he done will be wrong in my eye? i donnnnt know d.... sigh still got one sem only.... dont care d...
During the exam week, my housemate Ah Ren birthday, we go celebrate with him, i had spent around RM 20 for the celebration (steam bot), and after that a cheese nan... than the second day eat the Hakka Restaurant near Taman Merdeka, cost around RM 20 also.... than he say wanna go for pizza, wahhhh i am not as rich as him lo...but he keep nagging there, keep say pizza pizza pizza.... like a kid, and finally we force to eat pizza after that, beside that i remember got once, keong gf birthday, we bought a cake from secret recipe, cost about RM 80, than when the time we take the cake from secret recipe, he say wanna buy ice cream for later, he say wanna eat ice cream while eat cake, we say dont want, cause too expensive, he quiet for a while but later he go in jusco say wanna buy ice cream.... luckily at last cant buy the cake. Than at home, he keep say the cake not nice to eat la, too geli la, bla bla, some more ah keong come d, he and his gf drink some beer before come. than that particular person forcw them to eat super big slice cake, how can they finish it? than they just eat a bite, ah keong say keep the cake, but after that the person act very geng, throw away that two slice cake to rubbish bin, he say not nice to eat. but the next day morning he eat cake as breakfast..... i cant tahan his attitude that always like to act as leader but he dint have the ability. sigh some time i was thinking that is it i dislike a person, every thing that he done will be wrong in my eye? i donnnnt know d.... sigh still got one sem only.... dont care d...
Monday, October 18, 2010
Champion
My Reward of champion
Bag of Champion
My Last time to play with they all..this was my final year, glad to have another champion of basketball in the game of inter falkulti. i had follow the game each year in my university time, and i get the three year champion. At last i had my memory in university.. ^^ i wanted to continue the champion and enjoy the game, but the time will not going back or pause for me. And it is my FINAL YEAR. God i don't knwo that whether i still have time to play my favorite sport. i almost wanted to quick the game when my BENC need to attend a course. The date of the course is crash with the inter falkulti game, but i decided to skip one day course and play the game, gosh i manage to get through the exam of the CIS course and fight the opponent with my basketball mate. There is no regard for me while i had completely play four years basketball.
p.s. when i wrote this, i got feeling i am refresh back my university life. And i got feeling like i am an old granpa who chatting with gran son.... seem like i am old already..
p.s. when i wrote this, i got feeling i am refresh back my university life. And i got feeling like i am an old granpa who chatting with gran son.... seem like i am old already..
Sunday, October 10, 2010
LoNe
recently got the feeling of want to be alone, eat alone, read alone... but i still need to depend on friend.......keep got one feeling of i always drag my friend to behind... lab same team with chris, for DSP, i always screw up.... dont know all the theory.... assignment also same, i cant make it clear with time domain, frequency domain, discrete and etc etc.... architecture's theory i totally suck... i can do is the programming, but in lab i feel i am useless... about the embedded, what the hell of my groupmate do? always last minute.... i hate them, but still need to smile at them... dont know why suddenly i cant find my friend and my pals already... feeling i am the isolation area, always need to depend on people, that time the assignment of DSP, my course mate they all divided the question to several group, than i feel i am very useless at all, just can copy all the answer.....and i feel very guilty.. beside i know my fren who do the part of mine sure got a lot of thing to say d, just because i fetch him go school so he dint say in front of me... i know it is very annoyed been keep asking by other that your answer while you doing it very hard and they did nothing, it is same to me too. like that day got one people msn me, ask me give her the lab 2 coding, and my msn suddenly offline, when i online back, just saw she left a message to me: you dont want give me is it? good!!! never mind.. !!!
i was thinking: what? am i owe her? i should give her? what the hell? wanna take something from a person but still use this kind of tone? i got my own misstake and my own problem, i dont knwo how to social with other, i am loosing my friend one by one.. i dont know beside the benefit, still got what can hook the relationship together.. i dont want like this... i dont want live with a mask.......
i was thinking: what? am i owe her? i should give her? what the hell? wanna take something from a person but still use this kind of tone? i got my own misstake and my own problem, i dont knwo how to social with other, i am loosing my friend one by one.. i dont know beside the benefit, still got what can hook the relationship together.. i dont want like this... i dont want live with a mask.......
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Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Long distance
Yesterday was argue with gf, i was revision my embedded software system, while revision i go fb, than i saw that my gf asking her guy's friend to do a BBQ, than that time she told me inside library, than i suddenly think of next week and the week after i had to attend a course call CIS, that cert is useful for my future, than i send a message that this friday i need to training for my inter fact game, than she reply me that she going out this friday too, than i was thinking of the BBQ that she ask her guy's friend organize, i thought she is going to it, and she dint tell me any single word about the BBQ, than i reply her with un-patient tone, ask her go where and with who, but she just reply me go town and with friend..... i was rushing my revision, and she dont want tell me directly, want me to ask and ask, than i more un-polite ask her with who. finally we argue it without ending until now.
from here i was thinking that if i am going to work at penang, she is going to work at KL, the situation will be bad, trust each other is useless in long distance relationship, maybe that time she had her own topic, i had my own topic, soon and later we will have no topic to talk d, some more she is a kind of girl never tell me every thing inside her mind, her feeling. For now when we have call, after i end my topic than there will be a blank spot, where we have nothing to say..... besides, if she work at KL and i work at Penang, i will no longer the first who stand beside her, who give her my shoulder. Kissing through 3G phone and web cam just can solve temporary separation, i dont think the feeling between each other still will last for one or two year via web cam or 3G, 99% of couple was defeated by long distance, and i don't want be one of it. some time maybe she is busy or i am busy, we miss each other phone call, sure each of us will think a lot and a lot, trust is one of the prevention, but trust can last for how long? separate for long time is no safety at all. working hour is damn busy, from 8 to 5, when reach home will be around 7 if lucky, when both of us is free at night, which is around 10 to 11 o'clock. busy work will cause us very tired, maybe family will need us that time? cant fully concentrate in the phone, perhaps little ignorance will happen on each other, saturday and sunday? seeing each other through phone and web cam? can solve your need for how long? one month? two month? or three month? if purposely go KL or go Penang for seeing each other? than holiday while in career life will no longer more, there will be around 12 to 15 days per year. Besides, going out with colleague, maybe that colleague got some thinking on you, than he date you out, but due to you have a boy friend, you refuse, than if you got little problem in company, he the first who will help you, than you dont want own him, you agree go out with him for dinner or lunch, than you scare i angry, than you hide from me for positive thinking. but how if i accident found out? and also turn the situation around, if the one go out is me? besides, in different company, we have less common topic to chat, different area, we have less topic to chat too. some time might have emergency meeting or emergency outstation, you not enough time to let me know, than i cant reach you, what will i think? in this time slot you suppose reach home already, you suppose able to chat with me d, but why i cant reach you? it is the same you make the character around.
Long Distance is not only one word: you will wait for me or not?
No, long distance not just you say yes and willing to wait only. that is not possible like a movie, the main actor wait for the main actress or main actress wait for main actor for one or two year, than both of them together again and live happiness..... honestly i dont want long distance relationship, i really dont want it....you will say i am very selfish that i ask you go penang when you graduate, but no matter how, i still want to selfish for this time, KL is a complex place, besides, the life spend at KL is much more higher than penang, i know your parent is at KL. but it is the same situation for me too. And i am the only son, i cant just left my family like that, plus Penang got a lot of opportunity. If my hometown is Ipoh or perak than that is different story.
i still remember you say i very annoying that i keep telling you my assignment is alot la, my test la, my all stuff la... and i sure the thing after i grad and after you grad will make you say i annoying also. besides, after i grad, and you still at melacca, you promise me that you will go penang find me... i found that i wrong d... that is not possible d, in your fourth year, you will be surround by a lot of course, a lot assignment, a lot of test and project. that time really our hard time, can be said the long distance is start at the time when i grad. if you ask me come here and find you, than i will ask you: where did i stay? how i go to find you if i come melacca by bus?
If you ask me drive car come to melacca. can, that is no problem for me, but not that often, and you know it is very tired for driving 6 hour ++, this is different with take bus, you can rest and sleep on bus. Some more you have no internet and 3G phone here, i really dont know how that time..... i dint post this to our blog, because i dont want you get annoyed, and i post here because it keep pop up for this few day....
i dint expected for any solution.... if you ask to wait you, i can.... but can you? cant see each other for one year. just voice contact and text messaging or maybe some time picture message. plus above situation. than after you grad, wait you for two more year.....
from here i was thinking that if i am going to work at penang, she is going to work at KL, the situation will be bad, trust each other is useless in long distance relationship, maybe that time she had her own topic, i had my own topic, soon and later we will have no topic to talk d, some more she is a kind of girl never tell me every thing inside her mind, her feeling. For now when we have call, after i end my topic than there will be a blank spot, where we have nothing to say..... besides, if she work at KL and i work at Penang, i will no longer the first who stand beside her, who give her my shoulder. Kissing through 3G phone and web cam just can solve temporary separation, i dont think the feeling between each other still will last for one or two year via web cam or 3G, 99% of couple was defeated by long distance, and i don't want be one of it. some time maybe she is busy or i am busy, we miss each other phone call, sure each of us will think a lot and a lot, trust is one of the prevention, but trust can last for how long? separate for long time is no safety at all. working hour is damn busy, from 8 to 5, when reach home will be around 7 if lucky, when both of us is free at night, which is around 10 to 11 o'clock. busy work will cause us very tired, maybe family will need us that time? cant fully concentrate in the phone, perhaps little ignorance will happen on each other, saturday and sunday? seeing each other through phone and web cam? can solve your need for how long? one month? two month? or three month? if purposely go KL or go Penang for seeing each other? than holiday while in career life will no longer more, there will be around 12 to 15 days per year. Besides, going out with colleague, maybe that colleague got some thinking on you, than he date you out, but due to you have a boy friend, you refuse, than if you got little problem in company, he the first who will help you, than you dont want own him, you agree go out with him for dinner or lunch, than you scare i angry, than you hide from me for positive thinking. but how if i accident found out? and also turn the situation around, if the one go out is me? besides, in different company, we have less common topic to chat, different area, we have less topic to chat too. some time might have emergency meeting or emergency outstation, you not enough time to let me know, than i cant reach you, what will i think? in this time slot you suppose reach home already, you suppose able to chat with me d, but why i cant reach you? it is the same you make the character around.
Long Distance is not only one word: you will wait for me or not?
No, long distance not just you say yes and willing to wait only. that is not possible like a movie, the main actor wait for the main actress or main actress wait for main actor for one or two year, than both of them together again and live happiness..... honestly i dont want long distance relationship, i really dont want it....you will say i am very selfish that i ask you go penang when you graduate, but no matter how, i still want to selfish for this time, KL is a complex place, besides, the life spend at KL is much more higher than penang, i know your parent is at KL. but it is the same situation for me too. And i am the only son, i cant just left my family like that, plus Penang got a lot of opportunity. If my hometown is Ipoh or perak than that is different story.
i still remember you say i very annoying that i keep telling you my assignment is alot la, my test la, my all stuff la... and i sure the thing after i grad and after you grad will make you say i annoying also. besides, after i grad, and you still at melacca, you promise me that you will go penang find me... i found that i wrong d... that is not possible d, in your fourth year, you will be surround by a lot of course, a lot assignment, a lot of test and project. that time really our hard time, can be said the long distance is start at the time when i grad. if you ask me come here and find you, than i will ask you: where did i stay? how i go to find you if i come melacca by bus?
If you ask me drive car come to melacca. can, that is no problem for me, but not that often, and you know it is very tired for driving 6 hour ++, this is different with take bus, you can rest and sleep on bus. Some more you have no internet and 3G phone here, i really dont know how that time..... i dint post this to our blog, because i dont want you get annoyed, and i post here because it keep pop up for this few day....
i dint expected for any solution.... if you ask to wait you, i can.... but can you? cant see each other for one year. just voice contact and text messaging or maybe some time picture message. plus above situation. than after you grad, wait you for two more year.....
Monday, August 9, 2010
Damn busy assignment...:(
i dont know that when you meet a Chinese lecturer will be a suffer for you. Last time i was think that it is so nice will have a Chinese lecturer, the lecturer will be more serious, will be batter knowledge for you. I won't know that it is a beginning of night mare for all of us. yup i can say that he is very serious, but i dont know what he wanted to deliver to us... beside that assignment from him will just make us exhausted, i still remember he give us first assignment, than before the due date reach, he start second assignment. Other than this, he is a person that will never take responsibility to what he had say before. i remember got once i ask him about the assignment draft due date, is it can be delay?, he told me that it is ok, can hand to him at monday, but we hand to him at friday. But than at the Monday morning class, he ask about the late hand up assignment draft, i ofcourse will defend myself, and he really say like this, after that i not sure whether he remember it or what, he just left a word "Whatever la". Damn it, i hate people say like this, this mean that he dont want argue with me, and he think he is correct, but in fact he is the person who are wrong.. !!! God damn it. Beside this, he teach us the software development process, he try to explain to us what is Water Fall model, but use for 3 hour, we still cant get it, than that friday got a talk, the speaker just took around 1 hour already make us understand what my dear Dr. Lim wanna deliver to us..... who the f**k allow him turn from tutor become lecturer?
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
Aeroplane
how was the story of wolf and a kid while i hear during my primary school that time? i still remember that the story is about a kid when guarding a group of goat and too boring already, he yell " wolf had come, wolf had come, help me help me" than whole village had come to help him, but found that it was a fake news, than the next day, he do it again, whole village come again, found that it is a fake news also, although very angry, but still forgive him, but with not so believe him already, few more day later, the boy yell again, this time just a few people who is very kind come to help him, but it is fake again, than the next few day the wolf is really come d, the boy yell again, but there is no more people to believe him already, it cause all the goat is eaten by the wolf...
This story had told us that, when a promise is keep to be empty promise often, than there is no people will care about your promise d, if a person very care about you, (在乎你), than he will very care about what promise that you make, do remember that every time that the promise you break, every time do hurt that person that care about you, and the result of this is the person will get decrease care about you and your promise, while that time really coming, don't blame that guy, please don't blame me, is you make this happen.
I really hate people put me aeroplane, whatever promise you make, please think twice before you make it, i don't like i had arrange all the thing already than suddenly you change it... if you stand on my side what will you think? some more there is just a "sorry"?? when you mad that time, i try my best to make you happy, to pujuk you, but when u make me disappointing or mad that time, there is just a "sorry" in the message? i really hope that this aeroplane that u put me is the last...
This story had told us that, when a promise is keep to be empty promise often, than there is no people will care about your promise d, if a person very care about you, (在乎你), than he will very care about what promise that you make, do remember that every time that the promise you break, every time do hurt that person that care about you, and the result of this is the person will get decrease care about you and your promise, while that time really coming, don't blame that guy, please don't blame me, is you make this happen.
I really hate people put me aeroplane, whatever promise you make, please think twice before you make it, i don't like i had arrange all the thing already than suddenly you change it... if you stand on my side what will you think? some more there is just a "sorry"?? when you mad that time, i try my best to make you happy, to pujuk you, but when u make me disappointing or mad that time, there is just a "sorry" in the message? i really hope that this aeroplane that u put me is the last...
Saturday, June 12, 2010
Sunday Morning
Today Chung Ling basketball court not like previous, my friend all put me aero plane, huhu i should not go to school this morning one..FIFA world cup has began, i think they all watch the match until cant wake up early in the morning... but never mind la, main point is there is another friend attend, when he hear my part time salary is RM1.5k, he keep ask me to treat him "dim sum", that time i was thinking that, walao i earn my money, it does not related to you, why should i treat u? that is not u introduce me go in, not you hire me also, but finally i also treat him la, but than i regret d, i treat him at a coffee shop, he order a mee, fish mee, than i thought he order as normal, but than he order a big one, add fish add mee, than ok lo, since i say treat him than i pay la, but he actually cant finish the food one, let me feel that he is just taking my advantage, while i treat him, he try to gain more and more money... other than this, he keep telling me that how good of anway la, how fast he can earn money la, i totally bored.. conclusion today i should not go for basketball one..
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
During Short sem
This short sem is full with color, i dont knwo whether is it a good thing or a bad thing,
First i was working with chee kang at Ever Green hotel, at there we work as waiter, RM 5 per hour, but all we do is a physical job, work until very late, than use a lot of energy to do preparation before dinner start, after that we need to clean and clear the room. Although it is a good experience, but there is no second time for us to do that job, it is very suffer.....
This is the preparation that we need to do - fold the necking
This is the desert that hotel left, and me and Chee Kang eating this after we finish work..
Our stupid uniform
After the waiter, me and Chee Kang decide not to do that job d, than Chee Kang have another job that working hour from monday to sunday, also RM 5 per hour, than he say he will go for that job, and i wait for other job like catering, than my mom ask me go interview the Sub-Com that repair air-con, luckily that time Chee Kang tell me there is another job, which is office job, than after we go interview, only know that this is a job from DELL and RM1.5k per month, and thank god we get this job...yeah!!
Chee Kang is taking a photo while noting to do..haha
Our badge... We are DELL people...Yeah
Photo taking in the toilet, cause i think that toilet very clean. haha
Me and Chee Kang is curi tulang, snaking at canteen until 8.30 a.m.
Dell's canteen, really like a ball room.. lol
First day, pretending working.. keke
And very happy that the OT rate is very high, 1.5x basic, than me and chee kang decide to work more to earn more, but the first day we work more, i get in an accident, my car kiss another car's backside...T.T work OT also not worth d, some more had to pay one more summon.. damn shit FxxK....
Damn my Kenari gone, plus one summon come... Kenari very soft...damn. Next time don't follow car so near....
First i was working with chee kang at Ever Green hotel, at there we work as waiter, RM 5 per hour, but all we do is a physical job, work until very late, than use a lot of energy to do preparation before dinner start, after that we need to clean and clear the room. Although it is a good experience, but there is no second time for us to do that job, it is very suffer.....
This is the preparation that we need to do - fold the necking
This is the desert that hotel left, and me and Chee Kang eating this after we finish work..
Our stupid uniformAfter the waiter, me and Chee Kang decide not to do that job d, than Chee Kang have another job that working hour from monday to sunday, also RM 5 per hour, than he say he will go for that job, and i wait for other job like catering, than my mom ask me go interview the Sub-Com that repair air-con, luckily that time Chee Kang tell me there is another job, which is office job, than after we go interview, only know that this is a job from DELL and RM1.5k per month, and thank god we get this job...yeah!!
Chee Kang is taking a photo while noting to do..haha
Our badge... We are DELL people...Yeah
Photo taking in the toilet, cause i think that toilet very clean. haha
Me and Chee Kang is curi tulang, snaking at canteen until 8.30 a.m.
Dell's canteen, really like a ball room.. lol
First day, pretending working.. kekeAnd very happy that the OT rate is very high, 1.5x basic, than me and chee kang decide to work more to earn more, but the first day we work more, i get in an accident, my car kiss another car's backside...T.T work OT also not worth d, some more had to pay one more summon.. damn shit FxxK....
Damn my Kenari gone, plus one summon come... Kenari very soft...damn. Next time don't follow car so near....
Saturday, May 15, 2010
After thomas and Jay new album
Just listen to Jay Chou's new song, got one song is "super man cannot fly" the lyric very meaning full, i would like to share it out:
唱歌要拿最佳男歌手
拍电影也不能只拿个最佳新人
你不参加颁奖典礼就是没礼貌
你去参加就是代表你很在乎
得奖时你感动落泪
人家就会觉得你夸张做作
你没表情别人就会说太嚣张
如果你天生这表情
那些人甚至会怪你妈妈
结果最后是别人在得奖
你也要给予充分的掌声与微笑
开的车不能太好 住的楼不能太高
我到底是一个创作歌手
还是好人好事代表
专辑一出就必须是冠军
拍了电影就必须要大卖
只能说当超人真的好难
拍电影也不能只拿个最佳新人
你不参加颁奖典礼就是没礼貌
你去参加就是代表你很在乎
得奖时你感动落泪
人家就会觉得你夸张做作
你没表情别人就会说太嚣张
如果你天生这表情
那些人甚至会怪你妈妈
结果最后是别人在得奖
你也要给予充分的掌声与微笑
开的车不能太好 住的楼不能太高
我到底是一个创作歌手
还是好人好事代表
专辑一出就必须是冠军
拍了电影就必须要大卖
只能说当超人真的好难
This the one part of the lyric, the meaning is : sing a song also need to gain the best singer prize, shot a movie also need to gain the best actor, You din't attend the award ceremony, people say you did not respect this award, if you attend, people will say you too care about this award. When you get the award, you drop the tear, people will say you are acting, but if you without any reaction, people will say you are too ego, or if you born with this reaction,people will say is your mom fault, at last is other people get this award, you also need to give them applause, the car you drive cannot be too expensive and too nice, the house that you stay cannot be the villa, Jay actually is a singer or a representative of charity? when album come out to market, must get the top hit album, when shot a film, must get top seat of cinema? all can be in a conclusion that being famous very stress...
And yesterday i just saw the badminton competition: Thomas Cup, malaysia has loose china 0 - 2, after that i saw facebook a lot of comment, suddenly one thought come up in my mind, why LCW play badminton must win? you join a competition will just win? impossible, even you are a top player in the world, you still will loose impossible you will stand on the stage whole life.
And also MASUM has come in my mind, why i am not been selected i must still smile to them? why i cant show my feeling? If some one ask me that next sem i was been selected to the MASUM will i still join? i will answer i will join if i can no need to attend those training, a few of the selected player, some of them never attend to the training, some more my "senior" who as the chooser for the player who will join the MASUM, he himself seldom join the training, he is team member, he say he was not our coach, same state with us, however i wont forget once he scold me in front of other, because i din't follow the training as he order, he himself did not show his face for that three day also, than i force to say sorry to him, now when i think back, i feel not worth for me, why i should say sorry to them? yet i really din't follow the training, i cant stand for the training, that is my limit, i cant continue it, now i was think that, i should just tell him "fuck yourself" than walk away, i miss previous trainer, Ah Soo, i tell myself that i will not attend any training next sem, i will just play for fun, i was wasting my time for attending the training, i had wasted the time of dating with my girl friend, why i not spend the time to happy but to suffer myself? so stupid am i...
Form the Jay song i get one lesson, which is i am not the representative of charity, i am not the example of other, i should happy or mad without affected by other, if i unhappy, i just show my face with unhappy, why should i smile? ...
And yesterday i just saw the badminton competition: Thomas Cup, malaysia has loose china 0 - 2, after that i saw facebook a lot of comment, suddenly one thought come up in my mind, why LCW play badminton must win? you join a competition will just win? impossible, even you are a top player in the world, you still will loose impossible you will stand on the stage whole life.
And also MASUM has come in my mind, why i am not been selected i must still smile to them? why i cant show my feeling? If some one ask me that next sem i was been selected to the MASUM will i still join? i will answer i will join if i can no need to attend those training, a few of the selected player, some of them never attend to the training, some more my "senior" who as the chooser for the player who will join the MASUM, he himself seldom join the training, he is team member, he say he was not our coach, same state with us, however i wont forget once he scold me in front of other, because i din't follow the training as he order, he himself did not show his face for that three day also, than i force to say sorry to him, now when i think back, i feel not worth for me, why i should say sorry to them? yet i really din't follow the training, i cant stand for the training, that is my limit, i cant continue it, now i was think that, i should just tell him "fuck yourself" than walk away, i miss previous trainer, Ah Soo, i tell myself that i will not attend any training next sem, i will just play for fun, i was wasting my time for attending the training, i had wasted the time of dating with my girl friend, why i not spend the time to happy but to suffer myself? so stupid am i...
Form the Jay song i get one lesson, which is i am not the representative of charity, i am not the example of other, i should happy or mad without affected by other, if i unhappy, i just show my face with unhappy, why should i smile? ...
Friday, May 14, 2010
Sem Break @@ Part Time
i am facing sem break now, about two month i will not able to meet my lovely girl friend, it was a suffer for me, because the feeling of missing a person is quite a torture for me. Just imagine that every time while you are alone, and while you doing something that usually you will do with her, you mind will suddenly come out with her image automatically, other than that, that is a problem, because of you cant directly know that what she is doing, all you can do is through sms and call to get know her latest information, so it also mean that you wont know what your girl friend really do what, so you will need to trust your girl friend, and now is the period to exam how strong of our bond...i trust her, i trust with my heart, she also trust me, but i dont know this trust can last for how long if we never meet each other, luckily this break just 2 month only...
During sem break, ya, a lot of people will go find a part time job, and so do i, i also find a part time job, the duration just one month, this is so lucky for me, i can find a part time job for just one month, some more the company that hire me and Chee Kang is DELL, a branded company. Why hire both of us? cause me and him go to interview, and thank to him, this job is he introduce me, thank Chee Kang, i dont know that will you saw this blog...lol, this job is very worth, one month job and will let us earn about RM1500. haha, but as i know there is no free meal for us, so company able to paid so high, which mean that the job's difficulty will be very high...
I should told myself that i had been through internship program, what more i haven't seen? some more this is a job of using brain juice batter than few job that i do before - waiter, i had go to evergreen hotel to be a waiter with Chee Kang also, RM5 per hour, quite high paid, but the job quantity also very high, do until we need to "climb" back home.. And from that time i know that only brain job will suit me, physical job is not suit me at all... hahaha
During sem break, ya, a lot of people will go find a part time job, and so do i, i also find a part time job, the duration just one month, this is so lucky for me, i can find a part time job for just one month, some more the company that hire me and Chee Kang is DELL, a branded company. Why hire both of us? cause me and him go to interview, and thank to him, this job is he introduce me, thank Chee Kang, i dont know that will you saw this blog...lol, this job is very worth, one month job and will let us earn about RM1500. haha, but as i know there is no free meal for us, so company able to paid so high, which mean that the job's difficulty will be very high...
I should told myself that i had been through internship program, what more i haven't seen? some more this is a job of using brain juice batter than few job that i do before - waiter, i had go to evergreen hotel to be a waiter with Chee Kang also, RM5 per hour, quite high paid, but the job quantity also very high, do until we need to "climb" back home.. And from that time i know that only brain job will suit me, physical job is not suit me at all... hahaha
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
10 more days
10 more day to end the LI d, suddenly had some not usual feeling, every day already get use to the habit of wake up early, go office, than open desktop, than start checking mail, online, read e-news, than chat with friend, if got work to help than help, after that go for lunch, than take extra meal to eat, than "blew water" with friend, than back to office, if got work than do, if no than continue online, go forum, face book, than write daily log book, than prepare to back home d, than if gf's class end early, than go have dinner with her, if not have dinner myself, after that bath than continue sms or call with my gf, than sleep...... everyday continue this cycle, no need worry about presentation, report, assignment, project, bla bla bla.... I was wonder that don't know next sem i can suit myself to the new environment not...
6/april is my gf birthday, the celebration about her birthday was just nice, although spend a lot, but i feel it worth, money can earn again, the feeling and memory can't gain back, hehe...
Sunday, March 21, 2010
Counting Down For finishing LI
Yeah, Still Got few more week my god damn boring LI will be end d. But this thursday i had to present to my lecturer that what did i do during LI, and what i had learn during LI... wah very to tell him that every day i was fall a sleep, than i read e-news, than MSN, than Facebook, than download e-book, than snake here snake there, how should i told him this all leh? What knowledge that i learn? hmm i learn that Cannot facebook when there is GM around, if your supervisor very nice, than u can facebooking and MSN infront of him, but if want to fall a sleep, had to wait your supervisor meeting first, than when go to site working that time, if can, work 1 minute, rest two minute, than jo cant finish? never mind, tomorrow can continue, the better way you do a job is: can do how longer than do it how longer, if not GM will say you very free like nothing to do...Other than this, if company provide lunch (like my company CSC steel), remember stay at canteen when you finish your lunch, because at last you can take the dishes as snack. Than when go to company, after 8 a.m. is consider late already, so you must minimum reach there 7.56a.m. That is consider as on time. Because you reach earlier, you will not have extra bonus also, after that is finish working than wanna go back, hmm that one please take 10 minute earlier to clean your desk, than slowly slowly walk to the main gate and punch card, because you need walk slowly to prevent slip down, for your safety. Than when you really wanna fall a sleep, than take cover such as: Open a word file in front of your computer, than face to the screen. than you might can enjoy your sleep time, than if company got any facility, please help the company use it, you are please to use it, the facility such as color printer, laser printer, photostat machine...and etc...
How can i share all this experience to my lecturer? sigh i force to lie him already...Oh ya, i more thing is, when you apply the leave, remember not to send a copy to your University, cause we very guai one, our attendance for university is full one.. haha^^
How can i share all this experience to my lecturer? sigh i force to lie him already...Oh ya, i more thing is, when you apply the leave, remember not to send a copy to your University, cause we very guai one, our attendance for university is full one.. haha^^
Sunday, March 14, 2010
1/2
Friday 12/3 was half year that me and my gf being together, tat day was celebrate with nothing, because that day i got work, so dinner we spend together, we go nandus, than order a lot of chicken, after that i buy some chocolate, than at night we go tribe bar with my junior, after that go back home, hehe. although there is no celebration, i think me and her are enjoy the day that we had..
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Spring Fest
Yesterday was goes to spring fest which held at dewan besar UTeM, the decoration quite nice, but the problem....... Besides that the food that spring fest provide was so so so so suck.....when u have a look to it, u sure will lost your appetite, finally me and my girl friend and swee yen go to the spring fest, and me and my gf not able to accept the food that UTeM provide, and also the "nian gao" look like shit......so we decide half way of the spring fest, we go for "kerang"... at first was the lion dance, than follow by new jezz dance...lolz the new jezz dance had pop up my ghost bump, after register, we go find ourself a seat, but the camera has spoil already, cause us cant see what happen infront of the stage, than lion dance again, the lion dance ...sigh i had nothing to say about it..lolz, than is the time for us to get away from it, cause me and my gf was very very very hungry, than we pull daphine on our car to save her out from the spring fest, than we go for "kerang"....haha, we are so evil...
Saturday, February 27, 2010
CNY
Time was pass so fast, 12 days of CNY just pass like this, maybe i no longer child, i feel like this time the CNY was just like normal day, the only special of it is can have holiday and can get free money. I did not take so much snack during the CNY compare to pass, no so excited to the night of CNY. Maybe last time will have re-union dinner with a big amount of family member,will have fun among us, but seem like grown already, mean that a lot of thing had to far away from us d. While small time, there will be a lot of snack, and i will keep eat it, until my mom restrict me to near the store of snack, but now, there was a lot of snack put at there, i even not have a look on it. Last time, i was hoping the night fall down, cause can go relative house play fire works, fire cracker, gathering and so on, but now the only thing in my thought is have a call to my love one and than sleep. Lolz, only when u start your career, u will find out that sleep time is your favorite time.
Lolz, crap so much d, any way, this CNY got good got bad..(lol direct translate from mandrin)..first few day was good, eat, sleep and take..and this cycle is keep repeating. lolz but when come back to melacca, i had to pay RM 170++ because of my car's battery dead...huhu, but the next day was great cause i go KL visit my girl friend and her family. Luckily that is during CNY and the traffic in KL during CNY is batter than penang. Thank for my girl friend, she make cookies for me, cause this year the valentine day is on the first day of CNY, mean that our first valentine had to postpone... any way, still thank my gf that put effort in the cookies. Oh ya i had to thank her dad, cause he bring me (include all la) from PUDU to his house, and than treat me eat at Sunway Pyramid and fetch me back to melacca. Thank uncle..hehe, the experience at KL is: If din have a transport at KL than u will bored until die at home. after back from KL, i had to continue my LI..huhu holiday was just pass so fast...
Lolz, crap so much d, any way, this CNY got good got bad..(lol direct translate from mandrin)..first few day was good, eat, sleep and take..and this cycle is keep repeating. lolz but when come back to melacca, i had to pay RM 170++ because of my car's battery dead...huhu, but the next day was great cause i go KL visit my girl friend and her family. Luckily that is during CNY and the traffic in KL during CNY is batter than penang. Thank for my girl friend, she make cookies for me, cause this year the valentine day is on the first day of CNY, mean that our first valentine had to postpone... any way, still thank my gf that put effort in the cookies. Oh ya i had to thank her dad, cause he bring me (include all la) from PUDU to his house, and than treat me eat at Sunway Pyramid and fetch me back to melacca. Thank uncle..hehe, the experience at KL is: If din have a transport at KL than u will bored until die at home. after back from KL, i had to continue my LI..huhu holiday was just pass so fast...
Sunday, February 7, 2010
Last Time
Recently i keep repeat hear one song, the song name is 最后一次, (Last Time), it is a touch song and here is the background of the song:
This is the product of a Penang 17 years old girl. There is a pair of couple which are agree by both parent and had plan to marry after the education on university, that time is during the girl's form 5 and the school re-open, after the body check provided by the school, she had found that she inherit a cancel, the cancel is very to seen in the real world..after inherit the cancer, the patient's skin will become very sensitive and young, will become skin like baby, and at last the skin will not able to face the pressure of the muscle and artery, than the skin will broke and the patient will died. her BF and family ask the doctor save the girl as hard as he can, if cant also must extend the girl's life as long as doctor can, but after the doctor check and confirm that the girl will not have more than one year life time...the girl decided not to live at the ward, not to lock herself inside the room, she decided to come out face the sunshine, everyday walk with her bf, and she like to watch the sun rise very much, and she also started to write the dairy, she wanted record the history and on-going time between her and her bf. And have one day she found that the dairy is recording more about her Bf, so she decided to leave a gift for her bf, she decided to compose a song, and few week later, she successfully wrote the lyric and compose the music, than the girl ask her friend to help her record the song in a studio, that time the girl is very illness and the skin at throat there is cannot afford the girl to sing, if not the skin will broke, but the girl insist to sing herself, and finally she save the song inside a Pen Drive. Than she say she want to die in the way of "Euthanasia" (mean that inject with poison and will die without pain and feel). That she ask her bf sleep with her and before she go to the operation room, she told her bf a sentence :"I'm Not able to see the sun rise again, but never mind i wont scare, because u are the one who accompany to sleep"... it is because the girl like to see the sun rise very much...
The boy decide climb all the mountain as he could and take the photo of sun rise to gift his gf, at the beginning of 1998, that is the last time the boy take the sun rise photo, because he accidentally slip down the mountain and the time other found the body of the guy, his body already rust..but the photo inside the camera is with a nice sun rise...
Below is the Lyric of the song, and i translate to the English version d:
This is the product of a Penang 17 years old girl. There is a pair of couple which are agree by both parent and had plan to marry after the education on university, that time is during the girl's form 5 and the school re-open, after the body check provided by the school, she had found that she inherit a cancel, the cancel is very to seen in the real world..after inherit the cancer, the patient's skin will become very sensitive and young, will become skin like baby, and at last the skin will not able to face the pressure of the muscle and artery, than the skin will broke and the patient will died. her BF and family ask the doctor save the girl as hard as he can, if cant also must extend the girl's life as long as doctor can, but after the doctor check and confirm that the girl will not have more than one year life time...the girl decided not to live at the ward, not to lock herself inside the room, she decided to come out face the sunshine, everyday walk with her bf, and she like to watch the sun rise very much, and she also started to write the dairy, she wanted record the history and on-going time between her and her bf. And have one day she found that the dairy is recording more about her Bf, so she decided to leave a gift for her bf, she decided to compose a song, and few week later, she successfully wrote the lyric and compose the music, than the girl ask her friend to help her record the song in a studio, that time the girl is very illness and the skin at throat there is cannot afford the girl to sing, if not the skin will broke, but the girl insist to sing herself, and finally she save the song inside a Pen Drive. Than she say she want to die in the way of "Euthanasia" (mean that inject with poison and will die without pain and feel). That she ask her bf sleep with her and before she go to the operation room, she told her bf a sentence :"I'm Not able to see the sun rise again, but never mind i wont scare, because u are the one who accompany to sleep"... it is because the girl like to see the sun rise very much...
The boy decide climb all the mountain as he could and take the photo of sun rise to gift his gf, at the beginning of 1998, that is the last time the boy take the sun rise photo, because he accidentally slip down the mountain and the time other found the body of the guy, his body already rust..but the photo inside the camera is with a nice sun rise...
Below is the Lyric of the song, and i translate to the English version d:
Before I close my eyes for the last time
I wish to tell you I love you
In your embrace, don't wish to let go
In my heart, thousands of words I have yet to tell you
I used all my strength to keep my eyes from closing
After this farewell, there will be no more meetings, no more can I be by your side
But please don't forget
You promised me you will live on as well as you can
I'm leaving first, leaving for a faraway place
I won't be able to watch the sunrise with you anymore
I won't be able to wait for dawn
Erasing all the memories, is not an easy thing
But life & death are predestined, don't be too sad
I wish to tell you I love you
In your embrace, don't wish to let go
In my heart, thousands of words I have yet to tell you
I used all my strength to keep my eyes from closing
After this farewell, there will be no more meetings, no more can I be by your side
But please don't forget
You promised me you will live on as well as you can
I'm leaving first, leaving for a faraway place
I won't be able to watch the sunrise with you anymore
I won't be able to wait for dawn
Erasing all the memories, is not an easy thing
But life & death are predestined, don't be too sad
And here is the song of it:
We had to treasure every thing that we got, because we don't know what will happen tomorrow....
Monday, January 18, 2010
Lazinest..
Why is a person will be lazy? what is the cause of a person become lazy?? Got a few reason:
1. Relax too much d..=) haha like now what am i feeling..hahha
2. Too tired d, so become lazy to face the stress...
3. Bla bla bla bla
last time when starting this blog, i was very hardworking, but now i think i am out of interesting d, only will post something when i got feel. lolz.. Recently got inherited by the decease of lazy.. lazy to work, lazy to wake up, lazy to eat, lazy to breath...lolz too much complaint to the life d, i should feel lucky, lucky got a lovely girl friend, lucky get into a nice company intern, lucky to have a nice lecturer as my intern lecturer, lucky that healthy every day, lucky that still breathing.....
Life is so short yet it is so long....lol short when u use the life time very wisely, long when u are nothing to do...i rather my life is short, than at the end of my life is full of nice memory, than i do nothing this whole life, than at the end of my life is full of regard...
So now... raymond!! Wake up Wake up *slap* *slap*.. must be hardworking from today d...
1. Relax too much d..=) haha like now what am i feeling..hahha
2. Too tired d, so become lazy to face the stress...
3. Bla bla bla bla
last time when starting this blog, i was very hardworking, but now i think i am out of interesting d, only will post something when i got feel. lolz.. Recently got inherited by the decease of lazy.. lazy to work, lazy to wake up, lazy to eat, lazy to breath...lolz too much complaint to the life d, i should feel lucky, lucky got a lovely girl friend, lucky get into a nice company intern, lucky to have a nice lecturer as my intern lecturer, lucky that healthy every day, lucky that still breathing.....
Life is so short yet it is so long....lol short when u use the life time very wisely, long when u are nothing to do...i rather my life is short, than at the end of my life is full of nice memory, than i do nothing this whole life, than at the end of my life is full of regard...
So now... raymond!! Wake up Wake up *slap* *slap*.. must be hardworking from today d...
Monday, January 11, 2010
Untitled
Recently my two freind become single lady d, just feel wasted, both of them are in relationship more than one or two year d....it is started since they are in secondary school. Last time, i always here the warn from the older people : don't get into relationship so early, wont be longger de.....
now 80% of it become true d....luckily i din't hear any about the : don't get into relationship in university...lolz
Feel sorry for both of them, but become single for them mean that get more chance d....lolz..Just hope that my shu wen will be last longger with me..hehe
now 80% of it become true d....luckily i din't hear any about the : don't get into relationship in university...lolz
Feel sorry for both of them, but become single for them mean that get more chance d....lolz..Just hope that my shu wen will be last longger with me..hehe
Monday, January 4, 2010
Money$$$
Wow, did not realize that last month i spend more than monthly spendses that i spend before, the money spend out like the water been pour out, walao eh......
Now a days, melacca traffic getting worst, to town area by car, it will cost you about 1 or two hour, because of the traffic jam. The petrol burned during the traffic jam are just more than i can say...some how there is many celebration during December, got celebration mean that got $$$ is out from my wallet and yet the celebration is not everyday, but once per year.......This few week i been annoy by my parent that i spend how many la, spend a lot la..and bla bla bla, aiya, i know what i'm doing la, please........
I think now money is a sensitive isue between me and my parent...when discuss of it, the ISA will come and catch me...lolz ==!!! anyway i wanna tell my lovely parent : Your son is very clear of what he is spending and yet he is able to manage the spend.....
Now a days, melacca traffic getting worst, to town area by car, it will cost you about 1 or two hour, because of the traffic jam. The petrol burned during the traffic jam are just more than i can say...some how there is many celebration during December, got celebration mean that got $$$ is out from my wallet and yet the celebration is not everyday, but once per year.......This few week i been annoy by my parent that i spend how many la, spend a lot la..and bla bla bla, aiya, i know what i'm doing la, please........
I think now money is a sensitive isue between me and my parent...when discuss of it, the ISA will come and catch me...lolz ==!!! anyway i wanna tell my lovely parent : Your son is very clear of what he is spending and yet he is able to manage the spend.....
Saturday, January 2, 2010
new year holiday
New Year holiday past so fast, why the time will past so fast? it is because the time is full with the schedule, so you will not fill it past already, and when the time you realize that it past so fast, mean that you had use your time wisely....
What i want to say is i use my holiday wisely, which i use i my holiday to increase the feeling between me and my gf.. hehe, this holiday was a great holiday, have some break from working place and school, go "pak to" , go dating...have some sweet talk, it kinda recharge for the body, make the tiredness away....
What i want to say is i use my holiday wisely, which i use i my holiday to increase the feeling between me and my gf.. hehe, this holiday was a great holiday, have some break from working place and school, go "pak to" , go dating...have some sweet talk, it kinda recharge for the body, make the tiredness away....
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
2010
New year!!!, it is about some thing that moving from past to new, it is also a year for a new life, anyway, new year mean new begining for me too.
2009 was a terible year, 80% of it was a bad sector, another 10 % of it is totally a wasted of time, just only 10 % of it is a nice memory for me, there is only few thing that make me won't forget, wich is falling in love with an angel, breaking of with a girl which i had no fate with her..and bla bla bla....
The started of 2010 of mine is surrounded by love, across the 2009 to 2010 with the girl i love by holding her small litter hand with a strong bonding between us.....*smile*....other than that, it is also a new empty year for me, start with a sem with intern, take a break from the stress of acedemic, hanging out with the girl i love, i think it should be a good starting for me...
New year 2010, i already get ready to face the incoming chalange, *add oil*!!!
Monday, December 28, 2009
Wonderfully Day
what a wonderful saturday and sunday. My sweet heart had come back at saturday, we went for a 3D movie, although i had watch this before, but the effect of the graphic and 3D make me think that is worth to watch again with my sweet heart...and yet it is nice to watch with her again, hehe, she change a new hair style d, at first she send me a photo of her new hair style, at that time i don't think it is nice, but after i saw her, wow, a nice new hair style..hehe.
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Working Life~~
What will a working life be? that is when start working, you are counting down the lunch time, when the lunch time, you are counting down the time to back home, when back home, you are counting down the time of holiday......and this cycle is keep repeating everyday...LOLz. When the time wanna start LI (intern) my seniors tell me that the intern life very fun very relaxing, ya i agree but i want to add on, it should be more than relaxing, it more likely to be boring if you din't have any work to do. And yet my intern life is totally as what i describe. I don't know what to write inside my daily log book already, everyday repeat same thing, some say "it is good la, no need work" , but i don't think so, i spend the time go factory to learn new thing not waste my time at there, every day waiting for lunch time, waiting for back home, snaking at office, facebooking at office...lolz
By the way, i'm glad that my sweet sweet sweet heart is going back from hometown to Melacca this saturday..hehe, i do miss you a lot leh....what should i do when first meet you leh? a big hug? a deep kiss? a sweet smile? lolz whatever it is, just very sure that in my heart i miss you very much...muackkkk
By the way, i'm glad that my sweet sweet sweet heart is going back from hometown to Melacca this saturday..hehe, i do miss you a lot leh....what should i do when first meet you leh? a big hug? a deep kiss? a sweet smile? lolz whatever it is, just very sure that in my heart i miss you very much...muackkkk
Saturday, December 12, 2009
Moody
Recently so moody.....with no reason no sign before that...is it because after going to the field of work will become like this? It is true, after back from office which stay there for whole day, is tired for me, although doing nothing heavy at there, some time might just sit in front computer, staring to the screen, some time will follow technician walk along the factory..still it is quite tired after all this..
Or may be it is because you are not here? every weekend come out with no idea, no where to go, no partner to out with, wasting my weekend time....but it will be different with you, i think although windows shopping or just walk around in shopping mall or jonker street will not boring for me, it just left around 13 days for you back to melacca, but it is about a few century for me, sigh...
Yesterday was calling you, chat a lot with you, i think that is one of the conversation between us that i cant forget, haha. Thank for telling the truth, thank
for willing sharing with me..... yesterday was three month for us being together, and it is quite happy that u telling me that you getting stronger feeling toward me.. haha. That was our first two month, and i am going to have more and more two month, one year, year and year anniversary with you, please take note oo, not wish to or hope to, but going to.....after yesterday conversation, it make me more confident to the path to future...hehe...
Hmm my factory is quite dangerous, according to S&H department (safety and health) that was average two incident happen per month, sigh last two day i just heard that my friend's department there got one tan of roll material fall down, don't know whether got people injured or not, but i think people without injured is impossible, my department is electrical maintenance, i actually is in charge in software maintenance, but i have no basic of visual basic and PLC, so i had to learn from zero, than i also need to help technician go sub station, cause i cant help my supervisor with no basic of visual basic, so everyday need to face the high risk, facing the 132kV and 11kV. There was a incident happen in our department before, VCB explode. Every day facing dangerous, not i no brave, but i think scare death is every one's instinct right?haha.. so i would like say something here:
Me with the safety helmet
Explode Of VCB
Store room that i always snake at..haha
11kV circuit braker
Dangerous...132kV transformer, only can go in sub station with permit of charge man
Capacitor....
Do you what is this? This is test pen, test the circuit of sub station whether got short or not.
Or may be it is because you are not here? every weekend come out with no idea, no where to go, no partner to out with, wasting my weekend time....but it will be different with you, i think although windows shopping or just walk around in shopping mall or jonker street will not boring for me, it just left around 13 days for you back to melacca, but it is about a few century for me, sigh...
Yesterday was calling you, chat a lot with you, i think that is one of the conversation between us that i cant forget, haha. Thank for telling the truth, thank
for willing sharing with me..... yesterday was three month for us being together, and it is quite happy that u telling me that you getting stronger feeling toward me.. haha. That was our first two month, and i am going to have more and more two month, one year, year and year anniversary with you, please take note oo, not wish to or hope to, but going to.....after yesterday conversation, it make me more confident to the path to future...hehe...
Hmm my factory is quite dangerous, according to S&H department (safety and health) that was average two incident happen per month, sigh last two day i just heard that my friend's department there got one tan of roll material fall down, don't know whether got people injured or not, but i think people without injured is impossible, my department is electrical maintenance, i actually is in charge in software maintenance, but i have no basic of visual basic and PLC, so i had to learn from zero, than i also need to help technician go sub station, cause i cant help my supervisor with no basic of visual basic, so everyday need to face the high risk, facing the 132kV and 11kV. There was a incident happen in our department before, VCB explode. Every day facing dangerous, not i no brave, but i think scare death is every one's instinct right?haha.. so i would like say something here:
I Love You Shu Wen
Erm writing a lot d, and i almost far away from my title d, ok la, just wanna say something here, hehe..after this i gonna upload my photo la..haha...
Me with the safety helmet
Explode Of VCB
Store room that i always snake at..haha
11kV circuit braker
Dangerous...132kV transformer, only can go in sub station with permit of charge man
Capacitor....
Do you what is this? This is test pen, test the circuit of sub station whether got short or not.
Sunday, December 6, 2009
i miss u..
I dunno that miss some body will be so suffer for me, i never have that such kind of feeling before....i have been thinking of whole two week d...no matter what i'm doing, and it show morw strongly when i'm free especially when i am too bored in office. You are the course of my miss...i was wishing u will back to Melacca earlier, but it only in my mind, cause i know that u had to work part time in your hometown, i dun like to force people do thing, especially u, because as i said before i like to see your smiling face, and i don't think that after i force u, u still can smile like usual? haha..
It was a whole damn bored week since i am started my LI, go factory with wasting time, doing nothing for whole day, the time that i wasted is the time i always think about u, u will automatically appear in mi mind, with no reason, no symptom...normally according to expert, a pair of couple will get bored to other when in relationship more than certain duration, especially for guy, but so far i din have that kind of feeling that i am bored of u. hehe. I just have feeling that wanna get involved in your life, take part in your future, i already miss your past, so i don't want miss your future.. hehe
***blushing*** ..
It was a whole damn bored week since i am started my LI, go factory with wasting time, doing nothing for whole day, the time that i wasted is the time i always think about u, u will automatically appear in mi mind, with no reason, no symptom...normally according to expert, a pair of couple will get bored to other when in relationship more than certain duration, especially for guy, but so far i din have that kind of feeling that i am bored of u. hehe. I just have feeling that wanna get involved in your life, take part in your future, i already miss your past, so i don't want miss your future.. hehe
***blushing*** ..
Friday, December 4, 2009
LI..
LI == Latihan Industri, also called internship.. i get the offer of CSC steel Malaysia, which placed at melacca, i think i go in wrong company, my section, or u may called is as department is maintenance of electrical section, it is most related to FKE, not FKEKK, but never mind la, i had gone through 5 days d, it is a good chance for me to learn new thing...
This 5 day, i had follow one of the technician checking around, u can say i'm "snaking" haha, cause i'm in the department of maintenance, so where the problem of electrical, where got us...i was follow a super visor which is a programmer, i am placed to software maintenance, but recently the supervisor quite busy, so i had to follow the technician go here go there lo...haha
This 5 day, i had follow one of the technician checking around, u can say i'm "snaking" haha, cause i'm in the department of maintenance, so where the problem of electrical, where got us...i was follow a super visor which is a programmer, i am placed to software maintenance, but recently the supervisor quite busy, so i had to follow the technician go here go there lo...haha
Besides that, i also had to wear safety boot, safety helmet and the uniform, because at the factory, it is a high risk factory, in average, there was 2 incident per month, most of the case is lost arm, lost finger. So the factory are very important the safety...
All the uniform and safety boot, and safety helmet..
132kV transformer, dangerous...
All the uniform and safety boot, and safety helmet..
132kV transformer, dangerous...
Sunday, November 22, 2009
New Toy
Yeah i got a new "toy" d.. lolz, i got my new car, although it is a second hand car, but it is still my transport for me go to working place and yeah fetch my sweet heart during raining day..haha, so that next time when melacca is in raining season, we still can go out dating.....lolz.
Thank to my dad, haha he bought me a new car, at first he lie me, let me happy for a while, he say he will buy a new car for me, i tot he is kidding me, but when i call my mom, than she also say it is true, than i ask her what car is it, she ask me what kind of car i prefer, than i answer her i wan car which is save patrol de, than she say okay, at the second day, she called me, she told me bought d, lolz i cant believe it, than i ask her about the car's model, she say not make from malaysia, lolz that time i really think that is a Toyota Vios...lolz, but when my sister back home, i ask her what car is it, she say Perodua Kenari......lolz.
Than my mom say, "ya it is true ma, Vios' brother...lolz and yet its engine is not make in malaysia.."
lolz..but never mind, atleast got a car, batter than din have any..hahaha, thank my dad and mom...hehe
Thank to my dad, haha he bought me a new car, at first he lie me, let me happy for a while, he say he will buy a new car for me, i tot he is kidding me, but when i call my mom, than she also say it is true, than i ask her what car is it, she ask me what kind of car i prefer, than i answer her i wan car which is save patrol de, than she say okay, at the second day, she called me, she told me bought d, lolz i cant believe it, than i ask her about the car's model, she say not make from malaysia, lolz that time i really think that is a Toyota Vios...lolz, but when my sister back home, i ask her what car is it, she say Perodua Kenari......lolz.
Than my mom say, "ya it is true ma, Vios' brother...lolz and yet its engine is not make in malaysia.."
lolz..but never mind, atleast got a car, batter than din have any..hahaha, thank my dad and mom...hehe
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Sem Break
wow, sem break d....happy and sour mix together, finally can took off the stress of study and exam....yet had to separate with my sweet heart for 1 and the half month....what a suffer for me.....but i'm happy that last night was a good night, because that is a last night we spend together before we separate for 1 and a half month.....i will very miss u..
Today afternoon, meeting your parent it is quite nervous for me...hehe, make m hand shaking, not dare to say anything..hehe..even pour the source out..hehehe, quite a shame for me.. hehe.. first time having dinner with gf's family, it is a new experience for me..hehehe.
Today afternoon, meeting your parent it is quite nervous for me...hehe, make m hand shaking, not dare to say anything..hehe..even pour the source out..hehehe, quite a shame for me.. hehe.. first time having dinner with gf's family, it is a new experience for me..hehehe.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
思恋@@missing
Two more paper left, means that two more day left, i only can meet u at next sem already. Just one week without seeing u, i already miss u so much, i cant imagine that it will be one month ++ that we cant meet each other....
Luckily i get the LI Malacca, so next sem still can meet u, date u out....if not, there will be another 6 month cant meet u....Ya, hearing me say "i miss u" to u quite nice for u right? but i was my suffer for being missed u....i never miss a person so much, it is because of u la.. lolz..
Sigh, u had to back hometown right after u finish your last paper...but i din blame u, cause it is not your fault also, this two final week, din really have time to dating, preparation for final with the packed schedule has make us less time to meet each other...and truly be told, it make me miss u a lot...many people say that long distance lover is a big challenge for each other....i rather dun wan this challenge, not i dun believe in each other, but i dun wan suffer by missing u...moreover, i just left one year, after i graduation, i dunno where do i gonna continue my carrier, if i decide back to Penang, will u like to follow me after u grad? besides, next year is your turn to LI, than where will u choose for your LI? will u choose other state?
Sigh it all seem so far for me, thinking for this might still early for me, but it suddenly pop up in my mind, i even cant control it....what will u answer me? Dunno? c first? haha
Luckily i get the LI Malacca, so next sem still can meet u, date u out....if not, there will be another 6 month cant meet u....Ya, hearing me say "i miss u" to u quite nice for u right? but i was my suffer for being missed u....i never miss a person so much, it is because of u la.. lolz..
Sigh, u had to back hometown right after u finish your last paper...but i din blame u, cause it is not your fault also, this two final week, din really have time to dating, preparation for final with the packed schedule has make us less time to meet each other...and truly be told, it make me miss u a lot...many people say that long distance lover is a big challenge for each other....i rather dun wan this challenge, not i dun believe in each other, but i dun wan suffer by missing u...moreover, i just left one year, after i graduation, i dunno where do i gonna continue my carrier, if i decide back to Penang, will u like to follow me after u grad? besides, next year is your turn to LI, than where will u choose for your LI? will u choose other state?
Sigh it all seem so far for me, thinking for this might still early for me, but it suddenly pop up in my mind, i even cant control it....what will u answer me? Dunno? c first? haha
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Ego
Ego.. in other meaning is lansi.. never thought this word gonna use on me.. when i heard other say that i very ego, wow it is kind of weird feeling inside my heart....usually "ego" this word is me send to other, now is my turn to recieve it pula.. huhu....
since when ppl say i'm ego d? since i'm doning project and lab...mostly i wont bother anyone else when i'm concentrate on project and lab, some more i dun like other interupt it..... i din mean to ego.. but every time ppl will say i'm ego...usually when i concentrate on something, i dun like other interupt, that ppl will say i ego... sigh...
Some more ppl say me show off pula.. never mind lo, i wont change it d.. cause it is my trade mark.. hahaha.. no la just kidding.... i try my best change this habbit.. hope my fren not getting decrease.. thank...
since when ppl say i'm ego d? since i'm doning project and lab...mostly i wont bother anyone else when i'm concentrate on project and lab, some more i dun like other interupt it..... i din mean to ego.. but every time ppl will say i'm ego...usually when i concentrate on something, i dun like other interupt, that ppl will say i ego... sigh...
Some more ppl say me show off pula.. never mind lo, i wont change it d.. cause it is my trade mark.. hahaha.. no la just kidding.... i try my best change this habbit.. hope my fren not getting decrease.. thank...
Friday, October 23, 2009
"Candless" dinner
Unforgetable dinner.. haha... wow the friday really a wonderfull day, that afternoon after class, i go to bukit beruang have my lunch, expected to have lunch alone, wow so supprisingly my girl friend and her housemate appear at there have their lunch also.. wow i swear that we never discuss or deal with her, it is so coincidence, it can be said that we got fate.. haha.... During the dinner i tell my girl friend that tonight i cant cook lo, cause i forget to search the recepie, than she believe it.. haha
After the dinner, i go Mydin buy some food to cook for the dinner, cause i plan to have a supprise for her.. haha....so when the time she sms me that her class end already and at hostel d, than i start cook lo, after that i go fetch her, and told her will go town have our dinner, than when the time i fetch her, i told her that i forget bring the license along, so had to back home take it, than when the time reach home.....SUpprise....
Sweet heart are u touched? haha i think so....i had keep my promise.. nice leh... i promise that i will cook myself, than i really done it.. haha, love to see your reaction when u found that i actually cooked myself.. haha..and really happy that when i heard u speak out the three word to me..... i love u sweet heart.... muackkkkkk.
Sweet heart gonna taste my chicken chop..
My main dishes...
Manggo puddin as the desert...
The big chief....
Wow, sure it is nice lo?? haha
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Just For Fun.....
How to say I LOVE YOU in 100 Languages
English - I love you
English - I love you
Afrikaans - Ek het jou lief
Albanian - Te dua
Arabic - Ana behibak (to male)
Arabic - Ana behibek (to female)
Armenian - Yes kez sirumen
Bambara - M'bi fe
Bengali - Ami tomake bhalobashi (pronounced: Amee toe-ma-kee bhalo-bashee)
Belarusian - Ya tabe kahayu
Bisaya - Nahigugma ako kanimo
Bulgarian - Obicham te
Cambodian - Soro lahn nhee ah
Cantonese Chinese - Ngo oiy ney a
Catalan - T'estimo
Cherokee - Tsi ge yu i
Cheyenne - Ne mohotatse
Chichewa - Ndimakukonda
Corsican - Ti tengu caru (to male)
Creol - Mi aime jou
Croatian - Volim te
Czech - Miluji te
Danish - Jeg Elsker Dig
Dutch - Ik hou van jou
Elvish - Amin mela lle
Esperanto - Mi amas vin
Estonian - Ma armastan sind
Ethiopian - Afgreki'
Faroese - Eg elski teg
Farsi - Doset daram
Filipino - Mahal kita
Finnish - Mina rakastan sinua
French - Je t'aime, Je t'adore
Gaelic - Ta gra agam ort
Georgian - Mikvarhar
German - Ich liebe dich
Greek - S'agapo
Gujarati - Hoo thunay prem karoo choo
Hiligaynon - Palangga ko ikaw
Hawaiian - Aloha Au Ia`oe
Hebrew - Ani ohevet otekh (to female)
Hebrew - Ani ohev otkha (to male)
Hiligaynon - Guina higugma ko ikaw
Hindi - Hum Tumhe Pyar Karte hae
Hmong - Kuv hlub koj
Hopi - Nu' umi unangwa'ta
Hungarian - Szeretlek
Icelandic - Eg elska tig
Ilonggo - Palangga ko ikaw
Indonesian - Saya cinta padamu
Inuit - Negligevapse
Irish - Taim i' ngra leat
Italian - Ti amo
Japanese - Aishiteru
Kannada - Naanu ninna preetisuttene
Kapampangan - Kaluguran daka
Kiswahili - Nakupenda
Konkani - Tu magel moga cho
Korean - Sarang Heyo
Latin - Te amo
Latvian - Es tevi miilu
Lebanese - Bahibak
Lithuanian - Tave myliu
Macedonian - Te Sakam
Malay - Saya cintakan mu / Aku cinta padamu
Malayalam - Njan Ninne Premikunnu
Maltese - Inhobbok
Mandarin Chinese - Wo ai ni
Marathi - Me tula prem karto
Mohawk - Kanbhik
Moroccan - Ana moajaba bik
Nahuatl - Ni mits neki
Navaho - Ayor anosh'ni
Norwegian - Jeg Elsker Deg
Pandacan - Syota na kita!!
Pangasinan - Inaru Taka
Papiamento - Mi ta stimabo
Persian - Doo-set daaram
Pig Latin - Iay ovlay ouyay
Polish - Kocham Ciebie
Portuguese - Eu te amo
Romanian - Te iubesc
Russian - Ya tebya liubliu
Scot Gaelic - Tha gra\dh agam ort
Serbian - Volim te
Setswana - Ke a go rata
Sign Language - ,\,,/ (represents position of fingers when signing'I Love You')
Sindhi - Maa tokhe pyar kendo ahyan
Sioux - Techihhila
Slovak - Lu`bim ta
Slovenian - Ljubim te
Spanish - Te quiero / Te amo
Swahili - Ninapenda wewe
Swedish - Jag alskar dig
Swiss-German - Ich lieb Di
Surinam - Mi lobi joe
Tagalog - Mahal kita
Taiwanese - Wa ga ei li
Tahitian - Ua Here Vau Ia Oe
Tamil - Nan unnai kathalikaraen
Telugu - Nenu ninnu premistunnanu
Thai - Chan rak khun (to male)
Thai - Phom rak khun (to female)
Turkish - Seni Seviyorum
Ukrainian - Ya tebe kahayu
Urdu - mai aap say pyaar karta hoo
Vietnamese - Anh ye^u em (to female)
Vietnamese - Em ye^u anh (to male)
Welsh - 'Rwy'n dy garu di
Yiddish - Ikh hob dikhYoruba - Mo ni fe
Different country have different languague, but all the meaning is the same, all this world is use to dilevered a meaning, that is :
I LOVE YOU
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Sumo Robot exhibition
Wow, today is our course project exhibition.. We had doing the sumo robot for half of the sem, from zero to 100%, although most of us not sucess, but the process of completing the robot is a good experience..
Well it is a big challange for us, our lecturer just give a title of project : Sumo Robot, than the other thing is research by ourself, such as circuit, pic microcontroller circuit also search by us, component part also bought buy us, even the programming also done by us... so this is from zero to complete..
It is very fun if got other done the project with u togather, well my group have three person included me, but i feel like i'm doing whole the project myself.. sigh it is too bad to have a sleeping groupmate.. while i discuss my project, i always discuss with other, not with my groupmate, untill other thought i am same group with chris... lolz..Untill the we had to do the exhibition next day, than my groupmate start care about this.. what the hell, i already told myself not to sleep late nite again after the day before presentation, but yet yesterday i had to repeat it again.... it cause me nose bleeding next day.... hate the last minute stuff....
I think.. no no no, i sure next year i wont be same group with him again d.. there are two ppl is baned by me.... those who wont done anything in the assignment but yet like to complaining....sigh, no nid mention them d.....moddy when mention it... lolz
Ops, it look likt i far away from my title.. lolz, anyway it is a quite relief after the exhibition.. hehe..
Saturday, October 17, 2009
随写@Random
星期六，一个不需要去想学业，想assignment, project 的日子，感谢你肃雯，谢谢花时间出来陪我，从早到晚，你都陪在我身边，谈些心事，看看戏，去海边。最近的project,assignment把我压得不能透气，跟你在一起，让我的心静下来，暂时把压力抛开，我想我会开始用英文写布落格了，因为我很想和不会读华语的你分享我的心情。
Thank you my sweet heart, u as a angel which make me peace and happy. I admit that i'm a person who easy to open my bottel of venegal.. haha, i know you smell it many time d, i can seen you try to make me feel batter. And thank for that. Honestly your "sixth sensens" always right.
U got tell me maybe i am the one who abadon u, no u are wrong, u are so outstanding, and i'm the one who no confident, that is y i so over protective,i'm trying my best to let u... try my best not to over protective... ya as i been told, be togather with u i will face some presure, because u are english educated, and i'm traditional chinese educated, sure our thought will have some different, u might feel smtg is not a big deal, but maybe i will think it is quite serious....but although with the different thinking, i still like to try my best to keep our relationship batter and batter, and i would like to proof that me and u can solve all the problem all the presure togather, i wan to prove to other who not agree with us...
Thank for the saturday date. You had sacrify your whole day to accompany me, u know, when the time i fall in love to u, i make a decission that i want you happy every time, happy with me, dunno u seen my "try" or not, i never tell other the "bed time story" before because my creativity not so good, the bed time story i told u is the unexspected idea.. hehe.. i also dunno i can crap the story out.. haha
I had decide to write my blog in english from now because i would like to share my world with u..
Thank you my sweet heart, u as a angel which make me peace and happy. I admit that i'm a person who easy to open my bottel of venegal.. haha, i know you smell it many time d, i can seen you try to make me feel batter. And thank for that. Honestly your "sixth sensens" always right.
U got tell me maybe i am the one who abadon u, no u are wrong, u are so outstanding, and i'm the one who no confident, that is y i so over protective,i'm trying my best to let u... try my best not to over protective... ya as i been told, be togather with u i will face some presure, because u are english educated, and i'm traditional chinese educated, sure our thought will have some different, u might feel smtg is not a big deal, but maybe i will think it is quite serious....but although with the different thinking, i still like to try my best to keep our relationship batter and batter, and i would like to proof that me and u can solve all the problem all the presure togather, i wan to prove to other who not agree with us...
Thank for the saturday date. You had sacrify your whole day to accompany me, u know, when the time i fall in love to u, i make a decission that i want you happy every time, happy with me, dunno u seen my "try" or not, i never tell other the "bed time story" before because my creativity not so good, the bed time story i told u is the unexspected idea.. hehe.. i also dunno i can crap the story out.. haha
I had decide to write my blog in english from now because i would like to share my world with u..
i'm attracted by this reaction.. hehe, u look so cute my sweet heart...
Saturday, October 10, 2009
分享
看了一篇文章，觉得不错下：
喜欢静静地想你，放上一段优雅的音乐，
沏上一杯淡淡的花茶，捧着一本厚厚的小说，在字行之间寻找你的字。
你的身影很模糊，你的脸庞很朦胧，但这并不影响我想你的情绪。
我没有很想你，只是在高兴的时候会想起你，你是我第一个想要分享的人；
我没有很想你，只是在不高兴的时候会想起你，你是我第一个想要倾诉的人。
我想你，但只是想你而不打扰你。
我没有很想你，只是在听歌的时候会突然想起你，不为什么，只因为那歌词里写的好像我和你；
我没有很想你，只是在沉思的时候会突然想起你，不为什么，只因为你会突然闯进我的思绪；
我没有很想你，只是在看书的时候会突然想起你，不为什么，只因为那书中的男女主角好像我和你。
我想你，但只是想你而不打扰你。
想你，但却害怕让你知道，所以不敢也不会打扰你。
只有把你的信息保留在一个空间里，然后慢慢的咀嚼那种如橄榄般甜蜜而苦涩的滋味。
想你，但却害怕让你知道，所以不敢也不会打扰你。
只有在每个寂静如水的夜晚等你的信息，等来了，心里是一阵莫名的激动，不想让你知道我的心情，只有压抑着满怀的高兴给你发去淡淡的问候、淡淡的玩笑、淡淡的----。
等不来，就只有带着一丝淡淡的惆怅在半梦半醒中睡去。
想你，但却害怕让你知道，所以不敢也不会打扰你。
在没有你消息的日子里，只有拼命地找寻你的点滴，点滴，把这些点点滴滴全都刻在脑海里。
我想你，但只是想你而不打扰你。
我想你，但是不想打扰你。
Thursday, October 8, 2009
无题
很久没有update又想不到要说些什么，最近有很多Assignment和Project，忙到没有时间去写部落格，还好还有照片上载，下次想不到些什么时候就上载图片啦。。
其实还有一些图片的，但是女主人说不可公开，那么只好自己欣赏吧！
Saturday, October 3, 2009
冠军
今天我们的科系赢了，我们拿到了冠军，几开心的。哈哈。我很渴望拥有一个在篮球上的冠军，今天终于如愿了！！很感谢我的女友，她全程都在一旁支持我，哈哈。不怕日晒雨淋，今天打得一点都不累，也许一半是她的支持吧。哈哈。这是我的一个梦想，在场上比赛，自己的女友在场下帮你打气。今天实现了！！ 好开心呀！！！
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