i am stupid

i am stupid only i believe what you say. I am not going to trust you so easily d...

犯贱

我们的感情真的去到了无法挽留的地步吗？为什么你对我撒谎了后还能对我理直气壮？是不爱了？我放不下，我不想就这样断了，我犯贱把我改得不像我以前的我，一个星期了，我们好了又吵，吵了又好，不只你累了，我也累了，但是当你真的提起“分手”这两个词，我的心隐隐作痛，苦苦哀求不要，就说这是因为我付出得多过你的，才那么的能让你伤了我一次又一次，而我又一次又一次的拿来吵，结果你又提出分手，就这样一直的重复，我真的累了，我的心也伤痕累累，你又不想停下脚步，还是那么的爱玩，放你自由的玩，可是又怕你会玩出火来，你一次又一次的破坏我对你的信任，然后叫我相信你，过后又破坏。相信一个人不容易，好不容易建立起的信任，一旦破坏了，真的很需要时间再重建。。不要把我对你的好当成理所当然好不好？

Backstab

Recently too busy for psm, now got one must take subject, which is engineering ethic. For this subject the lecture is an Indian, he use to be UTeM student, every time during his class, he will keep ask question, but than people who answer him is very limited. LOLz. normally is our coursemate latifah, by the way,due to the change of syllabus, my junior also take this subject and class with us. It is quite stress when we hear that got junior take this subject with us, cause they are 4 flat student. so this assignment we divided to 10 group and i got "lucky" one junior join to my group and one of our class indian also same group with me. Talking about the indian, it is too shit, when we plan to discuss our assignment, he dint attend, than i send a message to him tell him his part and ask him send me his part by next day before 12 p.m. but i wait and wait, he still dint send me anything and neither the message too, so i send him a message during dinner that time, he reply me that he is on the way to melacca, than i wait and wait, but he still cannot manage send me any... than at night i send him another message again, he say he about to reach melacca, got emergency, than by 11.30p.m. he send me an email. The work he done can be said is totally shit, when read his work, i found it is familiar, and i check the part, he 95% copy it from a web site, what the hell, i am the one combine the assignment, he dint attend the discussion and give me a bunches of shit.....and he tell me copy from web is never mind, lecture wont scold or wont know it... i totally speechless, why got this kind of person in this world? last time he is like this, already a new sem, why cant he leave me a good memory???

Not only that, i get hear that junior complaining that senior never sound out anything during class questioning, only junior answer, senior cant use.. Please la, is it Latifah is junior? when did my junior sound any thing during ethic class??all i can see is few junior in-front chit chatting, is it consider as answer lecture question? Besides that, they also said that senior never do anything in assignment, everything is they do it, senior very lazy... Oh man, if you say specific person, i admit it lo, may some of my course-mate dint do anything, but the worst one is my group mate, he is the only junior in my group, he say "senior dint do anything, senior let him do all the presentation, let him shoot by lecturer" what the hack..... during whole ethic class, our group got only two presentation, one presentation is he do, than another is everyone had to do. Beside that, this assignment we separate the job equally, he get the part of combining whole assignment, but he tell me that he need to combine other assignment for other subject, he would like to change the part with mine, so i combine he do one part. Every one in the group is doing their own job, how come he will say like that? I never know he is this kind of person... if he really think we give him too much load, can him come to see me? why he want to say people bad word behind? and i am the leader of this group, so if he say like this, mean that i give him do everything ?? since he say like this, next time if got any assignment, i wont involve him already.. and the lesson that i learn is, Don't ever judge a book by it's cover.. junior.. hmph it is never too late to get know you all face.. dont ever expect get something from me... especially those smile in-front but back-stab behind.....