Saturday, December 22, 2012
旅游手扎 一
跟家人旅行不懂是愉快的吗?我个人觉得跟有独自个性家人一起旅行是很不愉快的,恰恰我的家人就是如此。第一天的安排已经跟我颠覆得天地颠倒, 当所有安排被颠覆后,我无语,才来问我有什么安排? 我靠,我的安排你们都不喜欢了,我还有什么安排? 我很不想有下次了。一点一点发脾气,又喜欢自以为是,逞强!!
新加坡再游
这次的年度旅行,重回了新加坡,没有特别的意思,还记得我和她约好年度旅行,跟我的家人一起。现在重回旧地,同样的时期,大同小异的摆设,只是多了家人少了你。选择旅店,很巧合的选到了。同样的地区, 相隔几条街道,逛光的路线跟以前差不远, 第一夜在布级斯(bugis)度过。旧地重游真的让我又想起你,回忆就像影片播放, 但是是片段的播放,看着街道上一对一对的情侣,心就像触电般揪了一下下, 浓烈的空虚感允满了我的心情,我只能催眠自己,当走过我们的脚印时,我该尝试放下了你。希望今夜思恋的味道会淡了些。
Tuesday, November 27, 2012
Friday, November 9, 2012
Single
After three years and two month relationship, it had come to the end... I am tired d, when i was yours, you treat me like i am responsible to do this do that, every time you not happy, you can turn your mood bad, say wanna break up, then after that say that is want to gain my attention, and every time i just patient to response you, and you always say i am very childish, you more mature.
But i really tired d. When i was with you, you dont want to treasure, now only you want to have one last chance. "Last chance", this two word i hear from you a lot of time, but i never see any changes from you. You might say i got fault also, not every thing is your fault, but in my side i think like this too. I think it is better for us turn to be friends. You asked whether we will get back together, i really dont know how to answer you, but i just know right now i wanna do back myself, do back Raymond, i tired to be responsible for any one. You may say i irresponsible, but i am sorry, i am not born to serve any one in the world.
Just now you called me, say that you drunk three bottle of beer, this had make me recalled what i did last time toward S.H., i also drink few bottle beer and few liquor, i cried, i called, i beg. And when i hear you say miss me, my heart very very very pain, you ask whether i still love you not, i answer you now, three years relationship is not a joke, i am not a machine that have a stop button, where you press stop, then i will stop. I am normal human, i got feeling. How can i say dont love then dont love?
Why we had to walk until this step? Why? breaking up with you, you thought i am happy? i crack for my head, finding solution, thinking of possibility of being together in future. But it really did not work out, it is better for us to give each other space, maybe you will meet a guys which is more suit you?
But i really tired d. When i was with you, you dont want to treasure, now only you want to have one last chance. "Last chance", this two word i hear from you a lot of time, but i never see any changes from you. You might say i got fault also, not every thing is your fault, but in my side i think like this too. I think it is better for us turn to be friends. You asked whether we will get back together, i really dont know how to answer you, but i just know right now i wanna do back myself, do back Raymond, i tired to be responsible for any one. You may say i irresponsible, but i am sorry, i am not born to serve any one in the world.
Just now you called me, say that you drunk three bottle of beer, this had make me recalled what i did last time toward S.H., i also drink few bottle beer and few liquor, i cried, i called, i beg. And when i hear you say miss me, my heart very very very pain, you ask whether i still love you not, i answer you now, three years relationship is not a joke, i am not a machine that have a stop button, where you press stop, then i will stop. I am normal human, i got feeling. How can i say dont love then dont love?
Why we had to walk until this step? Why? breaking up with you, you thought i am happy? i crack for my head, finding solution, thinking of possibility of being together in future. But it really did not work out, it is better for us to give each other space, maybe you will meet a guys which is more suit you?
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