Single

After three years and two month relationship, it had come to the end... I am tired d, when i was yours, you treat me like i am responsible to do this do that, every time you not happy, you can turn your mood bad, say wanna break up, then after that say that is want to gain my attention, and every time i just patient to response you, and you always say i am very childish, you more mature.

But i really tired d. When i was with you, you dont want to treasure, now only you want to have one last chance. "Last chance", this two word i hear from you a lot of time, but i never see any changes from you. You might say i got fault also, not every thing is your fault, but in my side i think like this too. I think it is better for us turn to be friends. You asked whether we will get back together, i really dont know how to answer you, but i just know right now i wanna do back myself, do back Raymond, i tired to be responsible for any one. You may say i irresponsible, but i am sorry, i am not born to serve any one in the world.

Just now you called me, say that you drunk three bottle of beer, this had make me recalled what i did last time toward S.H., i also drink few bottle beer and few liquor, i cried, i called, i beg. And when i hear you say  miss me, my heart very very very pain, you ask whether i still love you not, i answer you now, three years relationship is not a joke, i am not a machine that have a stop button, where you press stop, then i will stop. I am normal human, i got feeling. How can i say dont love then dont love?

Why we had to walk until this step? Why? breaking up with you, you thought i am happy? i crack for my head, finding solution, thinking of possibility of being together in future. But it really did not work out, it is better for us to give each other space, maybe you will meet a guys which is more suit you?