During Short sem

This short sem is full with color, i dont knwo whether is it a good thing or a bad thing,
First i was working with chee kang at Ever Green hotel, at there we work as waiter, RM 5 per hour, but all we do is a physical job, work until very late, than use a lot of energy to do preparation before dinner start, after that we need to clean and clear the room. Although it is a good experience, but there is no second time for us to do that job, it is very suffer.....

This is the preparation that we need to do - fold the necking

This is the desert that hotel left, and me and Chee Kang eating this after we finish work..Our stupid uniform

After the waiter, me and Chee Kang decide not to do that job d, than Chee Kang have another job that working hour from monday to sunday, also RM 5 per hour, than he say he will go for that job, and i wait for other job like catering, than my mom ask me go interview the Sub-Com that repair air-con, luckily that time Chee Kang tell me there is another job, which is office job, than after we go interview, only know that this is a job from DELL and RM1.5k per month, and thank god we get this job...yeah!!

Chee Kang is taking a photo while noting to do..haha

Our badge... We are DELL people...Yeah

Photo taking in the toilet, cause i think that toilet very clean. haha

Me and Chee Kang is curi tulang, snaking at canteen until 8.30 a.m.

Dell's canteen, really like a ball room.. lol
First day, pretending working.. keke

And very happy that the OT rate is very high, 1.5x basic, than me and chee kang decide to work more to earn more, but the first day we work more, i get in an accident, my car kiss another car's backside...T.T work OT also not worth d, some more had to pay one more summon.. damn shit FxxK....



Damn my Kenari gone, plus one summon come... Kenari very soft...damn. Next time don't follow car so near....

After thomas and Jay new album

Just listen to Jay Chou's new song, got one song is "super man cannot fly" the lyric very meaning full, i would like to share it out:

唱歌要拿最佳男歌手
拍电影也不能只拿个最佳新人
你不参加颁奖典礼就是没礼貌
你去参加就是代表你很在乎

得奖时你感动落泪
人家就会觉得你夸张做作
你没表情别人就会说太嚣张
如果你天生这表情
那些人甚至会怪你妈妈

结果最后是别人在得奖
你也要给予充分的掌声与微笑
开的车不能太好 住的楼不能太高
我到底是一个创作歌手
还是好人好事代表

专辑一出就必须是冠军
拍了电影就必须要大卖
只能说当超人真的好难

This the one part of the lyric, the meaning is : sing a song also need to gain the best singer prize, shot a movie also need to gain the best actor, You din't attend the award ceremony, people say you did not respect this award, if you attend, people will say you too care about this award. When you get the award, you drop the tear, people will say you are acting, but if you without any reaction, people will say you are too ego, or if you born with this reaction,people will say is your mom fault, at last is other people get this award, you also need to give them applause, the car you drive cannot be too expensive and too nice, the house that you stay cannot be the villa, Jay actually is a singer or a representative of charity? when album come out to market, must get the top hit album, when shot a film, must get top seat of cinema? all can be in a conclusion that being famous very stress...

And yesterday i just saw the badminton competition: Thomas Cup, malaysia has loose china 0 - 2, after that i saw facebook a lot of comment, suddenly one thought come up in my mind, why LCW play badminton must win? you join a competition will just win? impossible, even you are a top player in the world, you still will loose impossible you will stand on the stage whole life.

And also MASUM has come in my mind, why i am not been selected i must still smile to them? why i cant show my feeling? If some one ask me that next sem i was been selected to the MASUM will i still join? i will answer i will join if i can no need to attend those training, a few of the selected player, some of them never attend to the training, some more my "senior" who as the chooser for the player who will join the MASUM, he himself seldom join the training, he is team member, he say he was not our coach, same state with us, however i wont forget once he scold me in front of other, because i din't follow the training as he order, he himself did not show his face for that three day also, than i force to say sorry to him, now when i think back, i feel not worth for me, why i should say sorry to them? yet i really din't follow the training, i cant stand for the training, that is my limit, i cant continue it, now i was think that, i should just tell him "fuck yourself" than walk away, i miss previous trainer, Ah Soo, i tell myself that i will not attend any training next sem, i will just play for fun, i was wasting my time for attending the training, i had wasted the time of dating with my girl friend, why i not spend the time to happy but to suffer myself? so stupid am i...

Form the Jay song i get one lesson, which is i am not the representative of charity, i am not the example of other, i should happy or mad without affected by other, if i unhappy, i just show my face with unhappy, why should i smile? ...

Sem Break @@ Part Time

i am facing sem break now, about two month i will not able to meet my lovely girl friend, it was a suffer for me, because the feeling of missing a person is quite a torture for me. Just imagine that every time while you are alone, and while you doing something that usually you will do with her, you mind will suddenly come out with her image automatically, other than that, that is a problem, because of you cant directly know that what she is doing, all you can do is through sms and call to get know her latest information, so it also mean that you wont know what your girl friend really do what, so you will need to trust your girl friend, and now is the period to exam how strong of our bond...i trust her, i trust with my heart, she also trust me, but i dont know this trust can last for how long if we never meet each other, luckily this break just 2 month only...
During sem break, ya, a lot of people will go find a part time job, and so do i, i also find a part time job, the duration just one month, this is so lucky for me, i can find a part time job for just one month, some more the company that hire me and Chee Kang is DELL, a branded company. Why hire both of us? cause me and him go to interview, and thank to him, this job is he introduce me, thank Chee Kang, i dont know that will you saw this blog...lol, this job is very worth, one month job and will let us earn about RM1500. haha, but as i know there is no free meal for us, so company able to paid so high, which mean that the job's difficulty will be very high...
I should told myself that i had been through internship program, what more i haven't seen? some more this is a job of using brain juice batter than few job that i do before - waiter, i had go to evergreen hotel to be a waiter with Chee Kang also, RM5 per hour, quite high paid, but the job quantity also very high, do until we need to "climb" back home.. And from that time i know that only brain job will suit me, physical job is not suit me at all... hahaha