After thomas and Jay new album

Just listen to Jay Chou's new song, got one song is "super man cannot fly" the lyric very meaning full, i would like to share it out:

唱歌要拿最佳男歌手
拍电影也不能只拿个最佳新人
你不参加颁奖典礼就是没礼貌
你去参加就是代表你很在乎

得奖时你感动落泪
人家就会觉得你夸张做作
你没表情别人就会说太嚣张
如果你天生这表情
那些人甚至会怪你妈妈

结果最后是别人在得奖
你也要给予充分的掌声与微笑
开的车不能太好 住的楼不能太高
我到底是一个创作歌手
还是好人好事代表

专辑一出就必须是冠军
拍了电影就必须要大卖
只能说当超人真的好难

This the one part of the lyric, the meaning is : sing a song also need to gain the best singer prize, shot a movie also need to gain the best actor, You din't attend the award ceremony, people say you did not respect this award, if you attend, people will say you too care about this award. When you get the award, you drop the tear, people will say you are acting, but if you without any reaction, people will say you are too ego, or if you born with this reaction,people will say is your mom fault, at last is other people get this award, you also need to give them applause, the car you drive cannot be too expensive and too nice, the house that you stay cannot be the villa, Jay actually is a singer or a representative of charity? when album come out to market, must get the top hit album, when shot a film, must get top seat of cinema? all can be in a conclusion that being famous very stress...

And yesterday i just saw the badminton competition: Thomas Cup, malaysia has loose china 0 - 2, after that i saw facebook a lot of comment, suddenly one thought come up in my mind, why LCW play badminton must win? you join a competition will just win? impossible, even you are a top player in the world, you still will loose impossible you will stand on the stage whole life.

And also MASUM has come in my mind, why i am not been selected i must still smile to them? why i cant show my feeling? If some one ask me that next sem i was been selected to the MASUM will i still join? i will answer i will join if i can no need to attend those training, a few of the selected player, some of them never attend to the training, some more my "senior" who as the chooser for the player who will join the MASUM, he himself seldom join the training, he is team member, he say he was not our coach, same state with us, however i wont forget once he scold me in front of other, because i din't follow the training as he order, he himself did not show his face for that three day also, than i force to say sorry to him, now when i think back, i feel not worth for me, why i should say sorry to them? yet i really din't follow the training, i cant stand for the training, that is my limit, i cant continue it, now i was think that, i should just tell him "fuck yourself" than walk away, i miss previous trainer, Ah Soo, i tell myself that i will not attend any training next sem, i will just play for fun, i was wasting my time for attending the training, i had wasted the time of dating with my girl friend, why i not spend the time to happy but to suffer myself? so stupid am i...

Form the Jay song i get one lesson, which is i am not the representative of charity, i am not the example of other, i should happy or mad without affected by other, if i unhappy, i just show my face with unhappy, why should i smile? ...