annoyed...

I hate people nagging beside my ear, i more hate people don't know how to stop nagging while i was showing all my objection on my face... Recently got some one keep nag, no matter i like or not.
During the exam week, my housemate Ah Ren birthday, we go celebrate with him, i had spent around RM 20 for the celebration (steam bot), and after that a cheese nan... than the second day eat the Hakka Restaurant near Taman Merdeka, cost around RM 20 also.... than he say wanna go for pizza, wahhhh i am not as rich as him lo...but he keep nagging there, keep say pizza pizza pizza.... like a kid, and finally we force to eat pizza after that, beside that i remember got once, keong gf birthday, we bought a cake from secret recipe, cost about RM 80, than when the time we take the cake from secret recipe, he say wanna buy ice cream for later, he say wanna eat ice cream while eat cake, we say dont want, cause too expensive, he quiet for a while but later he go in jusco say wanna buy ice cream.... luckily at last cant buy the cake. Than at home, he keep say the cake not nice to eat la, too geli la, bla bla, some more ah keong come d, he and his gf drink some beer before come. than that particular person forcw them to eat super big slice cake, how can they finish it? than they just eat a bite, ah keong say keep the cake, but after that the person act very geng, throw away that two slice cake to rubbish bin, he say not nice to eat. but the next day morning he eat cake as breakfast..... i cant tahan his attitude that always like to act as leader but he dint have the ability. sigh some time i was thinking that is it i dislike a person, every thing that he done will be wrong in my eye? i donnnnt know d.... sigh still got one sem only.... dont care d...

Champion

My Reward of champion

Bag of Champion

My Last time to play with they all..

this was my final year, glad to have another champion of basketball in the game of inter falkulti. i had follow the game each year in my university time, and i get the three year champion. At last i had my memory in university.. ^^ i wanted to continue the champion and enjoy the game, but the time will not going back or pause for me. And it is my FINAL YEAR. God i don't knwo that whether i still have time to play my favorite sport. i almost wanted to quick the game when my BENC need to attend a course. The date of the course is crash with the inter falkulti game, but i decided to skip one day course and play the game, gosh i manage to get through the exam of the CIS course and fight the opponent with my basketball mate. There is no regard for me while i had completely play four years basketball.

p.s. when i wrote this, i got feeling i am refresh back my university life. And i got feeling like i am an old granpa who chatting with gran son.... seem like i am old already..

LoNe

recently got the feeling of want to be alone, eat alone, read alone... but i still need to depend on friend.......keep got one feeling of i always drag my friend to behind... lab same team with chris, for DSP, i always screw up.... dont know all the theory.... assignment also same, i cant make it clear with time domain, frequency domain, discrete and etc etc.... architecture's theory i totally suck... i can do is the programming, but in lab i feel i am useless... about the embedded, what the hell of my groupmate do? always last minute.... i hate them, but still need to smile at them... dont know why suddenly i cant find my friend and my pals already... feeling i am the isolation area, always need to depend on people, that time the assignment of DSP, my course mate they all divided the question to several group, than i feel i am very useless at all, just can copy all the answer.....and i feel very guilty.. beside i know my fren who do the part of mine sure got a lot of thing to say d, just because i fetch him go school so he dint say in front of me... i know it is very annoyed been keep asking by other that your answer while you doing it very hard and they did nothing, it is same to me too. like that day got one people msn me, ask me give her the lab 2 coding, and my msn suddenly offline, when i online back, just saw she left a message to me: you dont want give me is it? good!!! never mind.. !!!
i was thinking: what? am i owe her? i should give her? what the hell? wanna take something from a person but still use this kind of tone? i got my own misstake and my own problem, i dont knwo how to social with other, i am loosing my friend one by one.. i dont know beside the benefit, still got what can hook the relationship together.. i dont want like this... i dont want live with a mask.......

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Long distance

Yesterday was argue with gf, i was revision my embedded software system, while revision i go fb, than i saw that my gf asking her guy's friend to do a BBQ, than that time she told me inside library, than i suddenly think of next week and the week after i had to attend a course call CIS, that cert is useful for my future, than i send a message that this friday i need to training for my inter fact game, than she reply me that she going out this friday too, than i was thinking of the BBQ that she ask her guy's friend organize, i thought she is going to it, and she dint tell me any single word about the BBQ, than i reply her with un-patient tone, ask her go where and with who, but she just reply me go town and with friend..... i was rushing my revision, and she dont want tell me directly, want me to ask and ask, than i more un-polite ask her with who. finally we argue it without ending until now.
from here i was thinking that if i am going to work at penang, she is going to work at KL, the situation will be bad, trust each other is useless in long distance relationship, maybe that time she had her own topic, i had my own topic, soon and later we will have no topic to talk d, some more she is a kind of girl never tell me every thing inside her mind, her feeling. For now when we have call, after i end my topic than there will be a blank spot, where we have nothing to say..... besides, if she work at KL and i work at Penang, i will no longer the first who stand beside her, who give her my shoulder. Kissing through 3G phone and web cam just can solve temporary separation, i dont think the feeling between each other still will last for one or two year via web cam or 3G, 99% of couple was defeated by long distance, and i don't want be one of it. some time maybe she is busy or i am busy, we miss each other phone call, sure each of us will think a lot and a lot, trust is one of the prevention, but trust can last for how long? separate for long time is no safety at all. working hour is damn busy, from 8 to 5, when reach home will be around 7 if lucky, when both of us is free at night, which is around 10 to 11 o'clock. busy work will cause us very tired, maybe family will need us that time? cant fully concentrate in the phone, perhaps little ignorance will happen on each other, saturday and sunday? seeing each other through phone and web cam? can solve your need for how long? one month? two month? or three month? if purposely go KL or go Penang for seeing each other? than holiday while in career life will no longer more, there will be around 12 to 15 days per year. Besides, going out with colleague, maybe that colleague got some thinking on you, than he date you out, but due to you have a boy friend, you refuse, than if you got little problem in company, he the first who will help you, than you dont want own him, you agree go out with him for dinner or lunch, than you scare i angry, than you hide from me for positive thinking. but how if i accident found out? and also turn the situation around, if the one go out is me? besides, in different company, we have less common topic to chat, different area, we have less topic to chat too. some time might have emergency meeting or emergency outstation, you not enough time to let me know, than i cant reach you, what will i think? in this time slot you suppose reach home already, you suppose able to chat with me d, but why i cant reach you? it is the same you make the character around.
Long Distance is not only one word: you will wait for me or not?
No, long distance not just you say yes and willing to wait only. that is not possible like a movie, the main actor wait for the main actress or main actress wait for main actor for one or two year, than both of them together again and live happiness..... honestly i dont want long distance relationship, i really dont want it....you will say i am very selfish that i ask you go penang when you graduate, but no matter how, i still want to selfish for this time, KL is a complex place, besides, the life spend at KL is much more higher than penang, i know your parent is at KL. but it is the same situation for me too. And i am the only son, i cant just left my family like that, plus Penang got a lot of opportunity. If my hometown is Ipoh or perak than that is different story.

i still remember you say i very annoying that i keep telling you my assignment is alot la, my test la, my all stuff la... and i sure the thing after i grad and after you grad will make you say i annoying also. besides, after i grad, and you still at melacca, you promise me that you will go penang find me... i found that i wrong d... that is not possible d, in your fourth year, you will be surround by a lot of course, a lot assignment, a lot of test and project. that time really our hard time, can be said the long distance is start at the time when i grad. if you ask me come here and find you, than i will ask you: where did i stay? how i go to find you if i come melacca by bus?
If you ask me drive car come to melacca. can, that is no problem for me, but not that often, and you know it is very tired for driving 6 hour ++, this is different with take bus, you can rest and sleep on bus. Some more you have no internet and 3G phone here, i really dont know how that time..... i dint post this to our blog, because i dont want you get annoyed, and i post here because it keep pop up for this few day....

i dint expected for any solution.... if you ask to wait you, i can.... but can you? cant see each other for one year. just voice contact and text messaging or maybe some time picture message. plus above situation. than after you grad, wait you for two more year.....

Damn busy assignment...:(

i dont know that when you meet a Chinese lecturer will be a suffer for you. Last time i was think that it is so nice will have a Chinese lecturer, the lecturer will be more serious, will be batter knowledge for you. I won't know that it is a beginning of night mare for all of us. yup i can say that he is very serious, but i dont know what he wanted to deliver to us... beside that assignment from him will just make us exhausted, i still remember he give us first assignment, than before the due date reach, he start second assignment. Other than this, he is a person that will never take responsibility to what he had say before. i remember got once i ask him about the assignment draft due date, is it can be delay?, he told me that it is ok, can hand to him at monday, but we hand to him at friday. But than at the Monday morning class, he ask about the late hand up assignment draft, i ofcourse will defend myself, and he really say like this, after that i not sure whether he remember it or what, he just left a word "Whatever la". Damn it, i hate people say like this, this mean that he dont want argue with me, and he think he is correct, but in fact he is the person who are wrong.. !!! God damn it. Beside this, he teach us the software development process, he try to explain to us what is Water Fall model, but use for 3 hour, we still cant get it, than that friday got a talk, the speaker just took around 1 hour already make us understand what my dear Dr. Lim wanna deliver to us..... who the f**k allow him turn from tutor become lecturer?

Aeroplane

how was the story of wolf and a kid while i hear during my primary school that time? i still remember that the story is about a kid when guarding a group of goat and too boring already, he yell " wolf had come, wolf had come, help me help me" than whole village had come to help him, but found that it was a fake news, than the next day, he do it again, whole village come again, found that it is a fake news also, although very angry, but still forgive him, but with not so believe him already, few more day later, the boy yell again, this time just a few people who is very kind come to help him, but it is fake again, than the next few day the wolf is really come d, the boy yell again, but there is no more people to believe him already, it cause all the goat is eaten by the wolf...
This story had told us that, when a promise is keep to be empty promise often, than there is no people will care about your promise d, if a person very care about you, (在乎你), than he will very care about what promise that you make, do remember that every time that the promise you break, every time do hurt that person that care about you, and the result of this is the person will get decrease care about you and your promise, while that time really coming, don't blame that guy, please don't blame me, is you make this happen.
I really hate people put me aeroplane, whatever promise you make, please think twice before you make it, i don't like i had arrange all the thing already than suddenly you change it... if you stand on my side what will you think? some more there is just a "sorry"?? when you mad that time, i try my best to make you happy, to pujuk you, but when u make me disappointing or mad that time, there is just a "sorry" in the message? i really hope that this aeroplane that u put me is the last...

Sunday Morning

Today Chung Ling basketball court not like previous, my friend all put me aero plane, huhu i should not go to school this morning one..FIFA world cup has began, i think they all watch the match until cant wake up early in the morning... but never mind la, main point is there is another friend attend, when he hear my part time salary is RM1.5k, he keep ask me to treat him "dim sum", that time i was thinking that, walao i earn my money, it does not related to you, why should i treat u? that is not u introduce me go in, not you hire me also, but finally i also treat him la, but than i regret d, i treat him at a coffee shop, he order a mee, fish mee, than i thought he order as normal, but than he order a big one, add fish add mee, than ok lo, since i say treat him than i pay la, but he actually cant finish the food one, let me feel that he is just taking my advantage, while i treat him, he try to gain more and more money... other than this, he keep telling me that how good of anway la, how fast he can earn money la, i totally bored.. conclusion today i should not go for basketball one..

During Short sem

This short sem is full with color, i dont knwo whether is it a good thing or a bad thing,
First i was working with chee kang at Ever Green hotel, at there we work as waiter, RM 5 per hour, but all we do is a physical job, work until very late, than use a lot of energy to do preparation before dinner start, after that we need to clean and clear the room. Although it is a good experience, but there is no second time for us to do that job, it is very suffer.....

This is the preparation that we need to do - fold the necking

This is the desert that hotel left, and me and Chee Kang eating this after we finish work..Our stupid uniform

After the waiter, me and Chee Kang decide not to do that job d, than Chee Kang have another job that working hour from monday to sunday, also RM 5 per hour, than he say he will go for that job, and i wait for other job like catering, than my mom ask me go interview the Sub-Com that repair air-con, luckily that time Chee Kang tell me there is another job, which is office job, than after we go interview, only know that this is a job from DELL and RM1.5k per month, and thank god we get this job...yeah!!

Chee Kang is taking a photo while noting to do..haha

Our badge... We are DELL people...Yeah

Photo taking in the toilet, cause i think that toilet very clean. haha

Me and Chee Kang is curi tulang, snaking at canteen until 8.30 a.m.

Dell's canteen, really like a ball room.. lol
First day, pretending working.. keke

And very happy that the OT rate is very high, 1.5x basic, than me and chee kang decide to work more to earn more, but the first day we work more, i get in an accident, my car kiss another car's backside...T.T work OT also not worth d, some more had to pay one more summon.. damn shit FxxK....



Damn my Kenari gone, plus one summon come... Kenari very soft...damn. Next time don't follow car so near....

After thomas and Jay new album

Just listen to Jay Chou's new song, got one song is "super man cannot fly" the lyric very meaning full, i would like to share it out:

唱歌要拿最佳男歌手
拍电影也不能只拿个最佳新人
你不参加颁奖典礼就是没礼貌
你去参加就是代表你很在乎

得奖时你感动落泪
人家就会觉得你夸张做作
你没表情别人就会说太嚣张
如果你天生这表情
那些人甚至会怪你妈妈

结果最后是别人在得奖
你也要给予充分的掌声与微笑
开的车不能太好 住的楼不能太高
我到底是一个创作歌手
还是好人好事代表

专辑一出就必须是冠军
拍了电影就必须要大卖
只能说当超人真的好难

This the one part of the lyric, the meaning is : sing a song also need to gain the best singer prize, shot a movie also need to gain the best actor, You din't attend the award ceremony, people say you did not respect this award, if you attend, people will say you too care about this award. When you get the award, you drop the tear, people will say you are acting, but if you without any reaction, people will say you are too ego, or if you born with this reaction,people will say is your mom fault, at last is other people get this award, you also need to give them applause, the car you drive cannot be too expensive and too nice, the house that you stay cannot be the villa, Jay actually is a singer or a representative of charity? when album come out to market, must get the top hit album, when shot a film, must get top seat of cinema? all can be in a conclusion that being famous very stress...

And yesterday i just saw the badminton competition: Thomas Cup, malaysia has loose china 0 - 2, after that i saw facebook a lot of comment, suddenly one thought come up in my mind, why LCW play badminton must win? you join a competition will just win? impossible, even you are a top player in the world, you still will loose impossible you will stand on the stage whole life.

And also MASUM has come in my mind, why i am not been selected i must still smile to them? why i cant show my feeling? If some one ask me that next sem i was been selected to the MASUM will i still join? i will answer i will join if i can no need to attend those training, a few of the selected player, some of them never attend to the training, some more my "senior" who as the chooser for the player who will join the MASUM, he himself seldom join the training, he is team member, he say he was not our coach, same state with us, however i wont forget once he scold me in front of other, because i din't follow the training as he order, he himself did not show his face for that three day also, than i force to say sorry to him, now when i think back, i feel not worth for me, why i should say sorry to them? yet i really din't follow the training, i cant stand for the training, that is my limit, i cant continue it, now i was think that, i should just tell him "fuck yourself" than walk away, i miss previous trainer, Ah Soo, i tell myself that i will not attend any training next sem, i will just play for fun, i was wasting my time for attending the training, i had wasted the time of dating with my girl friend, why i not spend the time to happy but to suffer myself? so stupid am i...

Form the Jay song i get one lesson, which is i am not the representative of charity, i am not the example of other, i should happy or mad without affected by other, if i unhappy, i just show my face with unhappy, why should i smile? ...

Sem Break @@ Part Time

i am facing sem break now, about two month i will not able to meet my lovely girl friend, it was a suffer for me, because the feeling of missing a person is quite a torture for me. Just imagine that every time while you are alone, and while you doing something that usually you will do with her, you mind will suddenly come out with her image automatically, other than that, that is a problem, because of you cant directly know that what she is doing, all you can do is through sms and call to get know her latest information, so it also mean that you wont know what your girl friend really do what, so you will need to trust your girl friend, and now is the period to exam how strong of our bond...i trust her, i trust with my heart, she also trust me, but i dont know this trust can last for how long if we never meet each other, luckily this break just 2 month only...
During sem break, ya, a lot of people will go find a part time job, and so do i, i also find a part time job, the duration just one month, this is so lucky for me, i can find a part time job for just one month, some more the company that hire me and Chee Kang is DELL, a branded company. Why hire both of us? cause me and him go to interview, and thank to him, this job is he introduce me, thank Chee Kang, i dont know that will you saw this blog...lol, this job is very worth, one month job and will let us earn about RM1500. haha, but as i know there is no free meal for us, so company able to paid so high, which mean that the job's difficulty will be very high...
I should told myself that i had been through internship program, what more i haven't seen? some more this is a job of using brain juice batter than few job that i do before - waiter, i had go to evergreen hotel to be a waiter with Chee Kang also, RM5 per hour, quite high paid, but the job quantity also very high, do until we need to "climb" back home.. And from that time i know that only brain job will suit me, physical job is not suit me at all... hahaha

10 more days

10 more day to end the LI d, suddenly had some not usual feeling, every day already get use to the habit of wake up early, go office, than open desktop, than start checking mail, online, read e-news, than chat with friend, if got work to help than help, after that go for lunch, than take extra meal to eat, than "blew water" with friend, than back to office, if got work than do, if no than continue online, go forum, face book, than write daily log book, than prepare to back home d, than if gf's class end early, than go have dinner with her, if not have dinner myself, after that bath than continue sms or call with my gf, than sleep...... everyday continue this cycle, no need worry about presentation, report, assignment, project, bla bla bla.... I was wonder that don't know next sem i can suit myself to the new environment not...

6/april is my gf birthday, the celebration about her birthday was just nice, although spend a lot, but i feel it worth, money can earn again, the feeling and memory can't gain back, hehe...

Counting Down For finishing LI

Yeah, Still Got few more week my god damn boring LI will be end d. But this thursday i had to present to my lecturer that what did i do during LI, and what i had learn during LI... wah very to tell him that every day i was fall a sleep, than i read e-news, than MSN, than Facebook, than download e-book, than snake here snake there, how should i told him this all leh? What knowledge that i learn? hmm i learn that Cannot facebook when there is GM around, if your supervisor very nice, than u can facebooking and MSN infront of him, but if want to fall a sleep, had to wait your supervisor meeting first, than when go to site working that time, if can, work 1 minute, rest two minute, than jo cant finish? never mind, tomorrow can continue, the better way you do a job is: can do how longer than do it how longer, if not GM will say you very free like nothing to do...Other than this, if company provide lunch (like my company CSC steel), remember stay at canteen when you finish your lunch, because at last you can take the dishes as snack. Than when go to company, after 8 a.m. is consider late already, so you must minimum reach there 7.56a.m. That is consider as on time. Because you reach earlier, you will not have extra bonus also, after that is finish working than wanna go back, hmm that one please take 10 minute earlier to clean your desk, than slowly slowly walk to the main gate and punch card, because you need walk slowly to prevent slip down, for your safety. Than when you really wanna fall a sleep, than take cover such as: Open a word file in front of your computer, than face to the screen. than you might can enjoy your sleep time, than if company got any facility, please help the company use it, you are please to use it, the facility such as color printer, laser printer, photostat machine...and etc...
How can i share all this experience to my lecturer? sigh i force to lie him already...Oh ya, i more thing is, when you apply the leave, remember not to send a copy to your University, cause we very guai one, our attendance for university is full one.. haha^^

1/2

Friday 12/3 was half year that me and my gf being together, tat day was celebrate with nothing, because that day i got work, so dinner we spend together, we go nandus, than order a lot of chicken, after that i buy some chocolate, than at night we go tribe bar with my junior, after that go back home, hehe. although there is no celebration, i think me and her are enjoy the day that we had..

Spring Fest

Yesterday was goes to spring fest which held at dewan besar UTeM, the decoration quite nice, but the problem....... Besides that the food that spring fest provide was so so so so suck.....when u have a look to it, u sure will lost your appetite, finally me and my girl friend and swee yen go to the spring fest, and me and my gf not able to accept the food that UTeM provide, and also the "nian gao" look like shit......so we decide half way of the spring fest, we go for "kerang"... at first was the lion dance, than follow by new jezz dance...lolz the new jezz dance had pop up my ghost bump, after register, we go find ourself a seat, but the camera has spoil already, cause us cant see what happen infront of the stage, than lion dance again, the lion dance ...sigh i had nothing to say about it..lolz, than is the time for us to get away from it, cause me and my gf was very very very hungry, than we pull daphine on our car to save her out from the spring fest, than we go for "kerang"....haha, we are so evil...

CNY

Time was pass so fast, 12 days of CNY just pass like this, maybe i no longer child, i feel like this time the CNY was just like normal day, the only special of it is can have holiday and can get free money. I did not take so much snack during the CNY compare to pass, no so excited to the night of CNY. Maybe last time will have re-union dinner with a big amount of family member,will have fun among us, but seem like grown already, mean that a lot of thing had to far away from us d. While small time, there will be a lot of snack, and i will keep eat it, until my mom restrict me to near the store of snack, but now, there was a lot of snack put at there, i even not have a look on it. Last time, i was hoping the night fall down, cause can go relative house play fire works, fire cracker, gathering and so on, but now the only thing in my thought is have a call to my love one and than sleep. Lolz, only when u start your career, u will find out that sleep time is your favorite time.
Lolz, crap so much d, any way, this CNY got good got bad..(lol direct translate from mandrin)..first few day was good, eat, sleep and take..and this cycle is keep repeating. lolz but when come back to melacca, i had to pay RM 170++ because of my car's battery dead...huhu, but the next day was great cause i go KL visit my girl friend and her family. Luckily that is during CNY and the traffic in KL during CNY is batter than penang. Thank for my girl friend, she make cookies for me, cause this year the valentine day is on the first day of CNY, mean that our first valentine had to postpone... any way, still thank my gf that put effort in the cookies. Oh ya i had to thank her dad, cause he bring me (include all la) from PUDU to his house, and than treat me eat at Sunway Pyramid and fetch me back to melacca. Thank uncle..hehe, the experience at KL is: If din have a transport at KL than u will bored until die at home. after back from KL, i had to continue my LI..huhu holiday was just pass so fast...

Last Time

Recently i keep repeat hear one song, the song name is 最后一次, (Last Time), it is a touch song and here is the background of the song:
This is the product of a Penang 17 years old girl. There is a pair of couple which are agree by both parent and had plan to marry after the education on university, that time is during the girl's form 5 and the school re-open, after the body check provided by the school, she had found that she inherit a cancel, the cancel is very to seen in the real world..after inherit the cancer, the patient's skin will become very sensitive and young, will become skin like baby, and at last the skin will not able to face the pressure of the muscle and artery, than the skin will broke and the patient will died. her BF and family ask the doctor save the girl as hard as he can, if cant also must extend the girl's life as long as doctor can, but after the doctor check and confirm that the girl will not have more than one year life time...the girl decided not to live at the ward, not to lock herself inside the room, she decided to come out face the sunshine, everyday walk with her bf, and she like to watch the sun rise very much, and she also started to write the dairy, she wanted record the history and on-going time between her and her bf. And have one day she found that the dairy is recording more about her Bf, so she decided to leave a gift for her bf, she decided to compose a song, and few week later, she successfully wrote the lyric and compose the music, than the girl ask her friend to help her record the song in a studio, that time the girl is very illness and the skin at throat there is cannot afford the girl to sing, if not the skin will broke, but the girl insist to sing herself, and finally she save the song inside a Pen Drive. Than she say she want to die in the way of "Euthanasia" (mean that inject with poison and will die without pain and feel). That she ask her bf sleep with her and before she go to the operation room, she told her bf a sentence :"I'm Not able to see the sun rise again, but never mind i wont scare, because u are the one who accompany to sleep"... it is because the girl like to see the sun rise very much...
The boy decide climb all the mountain as he could and take the photo of sun rise to gift his gf, at the beginning of 1998, that is the last time the boy take the sun rise photo, because he accidentally slip down the mountain and the time other found the body of the guy, his body already rust..but the photo inside the camera is with a nice sun rise...
Below is the Lyric of the song, and i translate to the English version d:

Before I close my eyes for the last time
I wish to tell you I love you
In your embrace, don't wish to let go
In my heart, thousands of words I have yet to tell you
I used all my strength to keep my eyes from closing
After this farewell, there will be no more meetings, no more can I be by your side
But please don't forget
You promised me you will live on as well as you can

I'm leaving first, leaving for a faraway place
I won't be able to watch the sunrise with you anymore
I won't be able to wait for dawn
Erasing all the memories, is not an easy thing
But life & death are predestined, don't be too sad

And here is the song of it:

We had to treasure every thing that we got, because we don't know what will happen tomorrow....

Lazinest..

Why is a person will be lazy? what is the cause of a person become lazy?? Got a few reason:
1. Relax too much d..=) haha like now what am i feeling..hahha
2. Too tired d, so become lazy to face the stress...
3. Bla bla bla bla
last time when starting this blog, i was very hardworking, but now i think i am out of interesting d, only will post something when i got feel. lolz.. Recently got inherited by the decease of lazy.. lazy to work, lazy to wake up, lazy to eat, lazy to breath...lolz too much complaint to the life d, i should feel lucky, lucky got a lovely girl friend, lucky get into a nice company intern, lucky to have a nice lecturer as my intern lecturer, lucky that healthy every day, lucky that still breathing.....
Life is so short yet it is so long....lol short when u use the life time very wisely, long when u are nothing to do...i rather my life is short, than at the end of my life is full of nice memory, than i do nothing this whole life, than at the end of my life is full of regard...
So now... raymond!! Wake up Wake up *slap* *slap*.. must be hardworking from today d...

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Recently my two freind become single lady d, just feel wasted, both of them are in relationship more than one or two year d....it is started since they are in secondary school. Last time, i always here the warn from the older people : don't get into relationship so early, wont be longger de.....
now 80% of it become true d....luckily i din't hear any about the : don't get into relationship in university...lolz
Feel sorry for both of them, but become single for them mean that get more chance d....lolz..Just hope that my shu wen will be last longger with me..hehe

Money$$$

Wow, did not realize that last month i spend more than monthly spendses that i spend before, the money spend out like the water been pour out, walao eh......
Now a days, melacca traffic getting worst, to town area by car, it will cost you about 1 or two hour, because of the traffic jam. The petrol burned during the traffic jam are just more than i can say...some how there is many celebration during December, got celebration mean that got $$$ is out from my wallet and yet the celebration is not everyday, but once per year.......This few week i been annoy by my parent that i spend how many la, spend a lot la..and bla bla bla, aiya, i know what i'm doing la, please........
I think now money is a sensitive isue between me and my parent...when discuss of it, the ISA will come and catch me...lolz ==!!! anyway i wanna tell my lovely parent : Your son is very clear of what he is spending and yet he is able to manage the spend.....

new year holiday

New Year holiday past so fast, why the time will past so fast? it is because the time is full with the schedule, so you will not fill it past already, and when the time you realize that it past so fast, mean that you had use your time wisely....
What i want to say is i use my holiday wisely, which i use i my holiday to increase the feeling between me and my gf.. hehe, this holiday was a great holiday, have some break from working place and school, go "pak to" , go dating...have some sweet talk, it kinda recharge for the body, make the tiredness away....